Decision Help

I need help deciding and considering the facts of something that I've considered a majority of my life. I'm currently a straight white male, though I'd prefer to be female, but at the same time, there's a lot to consider here. It's not that I'm having trouble with the facts and my current emotions on the subject, it's that I just can't figure it out. I'm jealous of my partner for being born a female, for being able to have children, and I try to live pregnancy through her in a fashion. I'm uncomfortable with the fact that I will never be a "complete" female, and that the downstairs area would look odd after a procedure, and I'm not sure what decision to make at all.

Though it may not be "regular" or "proper on thing forum..
Thanks,
Rupin

So you're saying you're considering transition?

but.... it remains that no transition would satisfy?

I mean, essentially? I've really been struggling the last few days, and I just wish I could design myself anew. Its... difficult? That's the easiest way to say it. All in wondering is if I should or shouldn't. Would it help?