Just cant stop

So i guess this is day one .... again

I cant seem to keep any money i have all i want to do or seem to do is gamble every penny i have. Last night i won £1500 on the football on *mod edit* and by 11:39 it had all gone. I just cant seem to stop this cycle week in week out and its led me to having some really dark thoughts and its just horrible

On the exchanges its so addictive as its like you have an edge laying rather than backing i would like some advice and help if anyone wlse has been in this position i have gambled over £47k in the past year and with debts on top gambling the rent and bills without a moments hesitation.

I know i need to stop but i really cant seem to do more than a week because as soon as i have any money its all i want to do and its getting me nowhere, i have read books but only helps for a little while i need to get addicted to giving up ive had enough now and want to stop for good.

If anyone else has had a simular experience i would love to know how you stopped

Many thanks