by donewithgambling » Sat Feb 17, 2018 2:45 am
Hi rainbowcolor,
In my view, I can only quit if I forget your losses. Let me tell you something. My son is only 3 weeks old. He is a healthy boy. I also have one daughter who is 4 and half years old. My wife has only one sister. She needed a boy as second child and I needed it too. We even consulted IVF and gender selection for the same. The cost was around 40-50K USD. Though she wanted it but she decided not to do it because of excessive cost.That day, I realized how much money I have wasted and I could have used for these kind of important things in my life. Anyways, We did not do it and by God's grace, we have been blessed with a helathy baby boy. Being a compulsive gambler, It felt like I have won the biggest bet of my life. I will consider all my losses an money spent on getting a baby boy via IVF and PGD. That way, I forget my losses. In addition to that, I have also learnt how worst this addiction is.
The day my son is born, I have reset my life to 7 years back when I used to laugh at it. With so much of gambling experience, I can really laugh how stupid I was.
I agree that it takes a lot of effort. If I can put effort in earning money, I can also put effort in making sure that I don't waste it in gambling.
Thanks.