Final binge - called GA meeting tonight

I binged terrible this weekend, spent over $3k of money that wasnt mine (loan from someone for something else that I was supposed to pay) ugh. I am sick with anxiety and I need this to stop. I was telling myself out loud to go home, then I could just feel out of control! I do not want to feel like this any more and I cannot get that money back, but I need to move forward.

What is a GA meeting like? What should I expect??

They usually read the rules, then they read the combo book, then everybody shares. It's pretty structured but (hopefully) they'll give a little extra time to a new member. It's weird admitting your problem to a room of strangers at first but once you get used to it it's actually kind of liberating.