by petemon » Sat Dec 13, 2014 6:13 pm
Day 6 for me...
Not even close to catching up, but did send half the money I lost recently to my 25% interest credit card today
Actually have to take a cash advance on another card tomorrow to cover the check I wrote, but it's 0% interest (less 4% fee) and I have to pay it back in full every month. So, if I can get to January 2, I will be a lot closer to even since my last gambling disaster
Boss has approved legitimate overtime the next 3-4 weeks at work which will help too
Why am I trying to quit? Well, aside from the above, I'm extremely hard on myself after a big loss and those big losses have been coming closer and closer together. This last one was literally one day after I caught up financially from the last one
I've said it many times here and elsewhere - I wouldn't wish those feelings of despair, disgust, and regret after a big loss that I have on anyone
And, it's really creepy that for the second time in a fairly short period that I drove past the scene of a fatal accident on the way home in the wee hours of the morning
Does the world center around me? Of course not, but that has never happened to me after a win.
Good luck to all....let's keep it going!
Petemon