Confession, my foot fetish story

I am not sure are how I got the fetish, I just know I was very young when I knew there was something interesting to me about feet. Perhaps I knew sooner because of my older brother molesting me when I was only A few years old. Its possible I been molested more than once as A toddler. I know when I got older I been in encounters and got away. It was in the school bathroom. Anyways, I am straying off the actual topic, my foot fetish.

As I said I was very young, I remember it was night time, the only light on in the house was the T.V. I was at my grandparents house, I remember being sneaky and on the ground making it seem I accidentally went under my Grandma's feet. I probably wasn't even 8 years old yet the night I did that. It didn't stop there, I even developed it for my aunt, and even my own mother. I been caught A few times by my mother, I got careless while she wasn't watching I got too close. One day my mother was very tired and I was already near her feet and playing with A donkey kong stuffed animal. Once I notice she fell asleep I got closer to smell them and put my lips on her soles and toes. I was young but I was going from A little boy who liked feet which kept growing.

One time my friend who was A girl next door gave me her e-mail. I spammed her inbox by confessions about how much I loved her feet and what i'd like to do. Yeah, my foot fetish got bad when I was going through my younger teen years. Once when I was 14 sleeping out in the backyard in the tent, I quietly went over the fence so I could sneak inside the neighbors house which was the girl who lived next door, but by then I wasn't interested in her, I wanted her mother. After going all secret agent mode and got closer to the house, I talked myself out of it and climbed over the fence again and went inside to my room thinking how stupid that was to think I could just go and do that. Not even A year later I found out my foot fetish went both ways, I liked guys feet too. One my friends he would put his feet in my face, I reacted like it was disgusting while hoping he wouldn't quit. Even playing truth or dare he would tell me to suck his toes, pretending I didn't want to, and didn't like it. What was suppose to be 10 seconds was probably over A minute. Sleeping over i'd wait until he be in A deep sleep and i'd touch his feet, I was very careful. My foot fetish clearly turned me in to its slave, I let it. It was A hunger I couldn't get enough of. I would be ashamed of myself every time I let it take over me. I'd be so sneaky with it.

Even these days I can get sneaky, I have better control these days, but its still there. i'll pretend I am on my phone playing A game but actually be filming A woman's feet. I did it recently too, yesterday. I did it right in front of her soon to be husband. No one had any idea. But I am not sorry because its what I do, I am aware I might go to hell for this kind of thing. I don't let women I know who show their feet A lot find out about my fetish, because I couldn't be sneaky any more. Though I have told few women. I once manipulated A woman I knew in to showing the soles of her feet because she liked being barefoot and she had really nice feet, drove me crazy. I was secretly filming but she didn't know that. I even got one lady friend of mine drunk and we talked about it, she let me show her what I like to do with feet. So I sucked, licked, kissed, even licked in between her toes. anyways, there been times I would try getting over my foot fetish, I would delete all the videos and pictures I had off the internet and of my own work of being sneaky. Only to collect all over again, and wind up losing really good ones forever. serves me right.

I feel like I deserve to suffer with this, its A curse I cannot simply get over. Sure I don't harm people and wouldn't force someone to let me do what I want with their feet. But being sneaky and how I was younger and my friends sleeping, they didn't give me permission, I didn't get permission to film either. I know its bad of me, and sometimes getting too brave with it. I am harmless. And I can't be this way just because I was molested, its A choice. This was me, not the ones who molested me and those who tried. I don't think I was ever molested by A foot. so clearly it is my own thing. if heaven is real, if GOD is real, I am going to be severely judged. i'll deserve it. because even knowing that isn't enough to stop me.

back in 2006 i was put in a boarding home right on my 21st birthday. out there i met an older woman who liked me, she had good looking feet too, we became a couple, one night sneaking out of my room from the window and go to her window and go inside, we almost had sex, but she gave me a foot job instead, it was getting more late, chances of getting caught by a different staff on watch that night. another time with her we sneaked to the big shed and went inside, it was dark but still managed to do stuff with her and her feet. other times we get careless and do stuff in the room where they had a t.v. i'd kiss her feet and stuff. one day they took her away, she was already on thin ice with previous guys shes been with. so the owner sent her away to a different boarding home. that was the last time I saw her. I got other girlfriends in time, but only one other who let me mess with her feet. she wasn't like the first one i had there. eh, this post has been long enough, by now I wrote A book lol. I got out of that boarding home though, moved in to my own apartment when I was 22, I'm still here.

I've heard it said that foot fetish is the most common fetish, so you are certainly not alone. I personally can take or leave feet, though I know for a fact there are lots of foot fetishists out there so I am sure you can/will find someone who shares your interest. I wouldn't have thought it is something you have to hide though, I have a friend with a foot fetish, he takes great delight in telling everyone.

I know its A common fetish, but the things I do, the way I can sneak, the feeling I have like I am some kind of vampire and need to feed on someones neck. But I don't because its better to not draw attention to myself. Common or not, the issue is how I feel about it personally. Its A weakness.