Eproctophilia or Paedophilia

greetings, before I begin I would like to say that I'm seeking professional help with a personal issue I've struggled with since childhood. I was a bit hesitant to share but I trust that there are professionals here who can help me. I'm an obsessive Eproctophile (fart fetishist) ever since childhood I've been fascinated with the sounds & smells of farts, but that's not the only problem my fetish is towards children I'm obsessed with sniffing their farts; first off I'd like to say that I have no interest in having sex with children or anyone for that matter I'm only into masturbation. It has caused me a great of fear & frustration as to how people will judge me. As a child I attended a boy school and was very much fascinated with the other boys farts & underwear, there was a constant urge to bury my face in their bums & just breathe deeply whenever they farted, now I'm a man & it hasn't left me my sexuality revolves around it & I fear that I wouldn't be able to have sex like a normal man since I don't masturbate with erections I simply do it on a flay surface with my flaccid penis. I cant explain why I love it so much, but I can tell from my experiences that it brings me a great deal of joy, the sad part is that they are the ones that really love to fart. Its the only sexual pleasure that I get & it scares the hell out of me everyday, I seek advice for this strange paraphilia, I wonder if this makes me a paedophile, most paedophiles have no interest in farts. I would never harm a child that's the least of my intentions but I would like to have that precious moment, is it that bad? please help!

You're very welcome in these forums, eproc68. But there are few professionals here. Plus those that do visit are here as peers. These forums are for us to support each other informally. It's not a place for therapy or other formal types of help.

I'm not sure from what you've said that you are a paedophile. This seems to me [note, I'm a non expert too!] more like for example diaper fetishes. Since your interest isn't in the children themselves. But with behaviour commonly associated with childhood.

I guess the question would be. If you found an attractive adult who loved to fart. And they were fully comfortable with your sexuality around this. Would you be interested in a relationship with them?

thanks ada! its so good to be able to vent on this forum. its very difficult to live in fear,fustration & anxiety all the time wondering if sniffing farts makes me a child molester. To answer your question I would be interested in an adult who likes farts ,but they would have to have an adorable childlike/adorable appearance (pretty panties) e.g. I also wouldn't mind if she likes to pee/poo her panties every now & again (I Do) but nonetheless I have a great deal of love for kids & always will,but the last thing I would do is harm them but I find their gas so irresistible. Everytime I see them I cant help but fantasize about the smell of their gas & the underwear they have on. I masturbate constantly & uncontrollably when I fantasize about farts; I'm glad to know that I found a place here so I know I'm not alone. I only hope tat society wouldn't judge me too harshly, a little gas never hurt anyone, besides kids are always farting lol. thanks again hope to hear from you!