So I've struggled with mental illness my whole life basically, well before I started using. A lot of my friends ended up having really severe rehab-worthy addictions, any kind of narcotic you can name. I found my issues with pot. Just pot. Alcohol hasn't interfered with my life the way pot did.
Recently, I've had to come to terms with the fact I have to be sober. With all the ridiculous pharmaceuticals coming my way, partying with kids my age is not an option. And I've also realized I might be an addict, as I use to escape pain. But I don't know, meetings feel weird for me.
I am not christian AT ALL, so I don't particularly enjoy that aspect..... I just feel out of place. I know NA is more laid back but its also a little strange for me admitting I only had an issue with pot (cuz most people don't take it seriously). I am very young, 21. I guess I want to meet sober people my age but I don't know if these meetings will help anything.
Any feedback from people in similar situations? Forced into sobriety because of mental illness and painfully young?