Scared to Talk to Partner

I've spoken with Lonness. She shan't be returning until next week. Others have no help to offer at this point.

I feel so useless...I need a place to live. For that, I need money. For that, I need a job. For that, I need to stop being so crazy and hurting.

Disability is taking such a long time to deal with...

I may end up in Oregon before too long. I don't know. I've been meaning to make it down there. I may end up taking you up on your offer.

-Edward/Unicorn

edit: ###$, I forgot...she came in last night and woke us up...Jenny was forward. she was freaked out and upset and asked for a hug a few times...got ignored, asked if Amy hated her, was ignored then, too. like, okay, I get being angry at me, but there's no ######6 reason to treat a child that way...

Are dere programs for jyou to receive deesability so that jyou can geet money to live vithout needing a jyob? It seems to me zhat jyou vould qualify eazily. Or iz zhat vhat you meant by "deesability iz taking such a long tyime to deal vith"? I apalogyize eef it iz hard to reed vhat I type. Eef it iz too deeficult, I vill let Rain repost vhat I am tryink to say. I am afraid I'm thee one fronting right nyow.

I am affraid I must be blunt vith jyou. Vhile ve can offer help, and vill help if ve can, ve are not in thee most ideal place. Norrmally, ve vould hiave our own place and hiave a job for eencome. Currently, ve do not. However, ve should hiave exxtra spayce and thee ability to help jyou a leettle bit, depending on vhen jyou are in thee area. (Ve stay at a relateeve's house most of thee year as house-sitters. Our relateeve only lives at zhat house seasonally). Ve may also hiave a jyob and eencome, eef not our own place by the time jyou are in thee area. So please, do nyot let anyzhing I hiave said deter jyou from PM-ing us. I know thee other vould be upsiet eef I hyad scared jyou off vhen my only eententions vere to eenform jyou of our own seetuation so thyat jyou vere not expecting anyzhing too deeferent from how it really iz.

I agrree vith jyou about hyow Jenny vas treated. Zhat is no vay to respond to a child. Eespecially eef zhey ask eef zhey are hated. Zhat question should never be eegnored.

-Valera

There is qualifying, and there is actually receiving assistance. It's hard. I'm trying, but I will very probably have to hire a lawyer.

It is a little hard to understand, but I can with a little effort. No worries. I very probably will not ask you for a place to stay, but I am keeping the offer in mind, and thank you for the cautionary words.

-Edward/Unicorn

Vith how open and shyut jyour case vould be, jyou should be able to find a lawyjer eazily.

Ve vould steel offer a playce to stay eef ve had one, of this I am sure. As vell as anything else ve could help vith. And eef nothink else, I know zhat ve vould be eenterested in meeting jyou.

-Valera