For the littles

hello evan! you are my friend and I remember you. I am sorry the nice man died. it is sad when people are gone and everyone is sad. and there is no right thing to say.

hello maya. I hope you are having some yummy foods.

ok bye!


the bigs are being pretty good now so I don't have as much work to do but I am also not on the outside as much which is why I have not been on the outside for talking here much. but now we have Netflix and I like to watch some TV sometimes. and play with the dogs. and eat popcorn.

I got really sad tonight and I cried a lot and then I went into the bedroom no one ever goes in and I found my old raggedy Andy and I'm holding him and it makes me feel better and I'm really sad all the time I don't know why I'm sad all the time and I'm sorry I talk a lot andbim just sad and I can't sleep and I don't know why I can't go to bed but I think I'm just stuck here and host keeps looking at stuff on the internet and I want to go to sleep but she thought it would be fun to let me say stuff but I just want to go to bed so now she doesnt like what I says and she's being mean but I don't care I'm just really tired and she's always mean but II don't feel good I'm sorry I said all this stuff to you guys I know Im not from here and I talk to much sorry sorry sorry I think she's letting me go to bed now I said sorry to much and now she's mad at me thats okay sorry again

Summer is almost here I can't wait! We're going to summer camp again!

When we had our final session with T this week, it felt like she didn't want us there and was trying to get us to leave and go home. I made her a picture that I was really proud of, and I wanted her to remember me, but mean parts are saying that she probably threw it away once we left. The grown up parts are feeling angry with her and wish they could've been more direct with her about how her behavior was affecting all of us. Everything is in chaos, and I'm so sad.

- Sad little one

Hi SadLittleOne,

I'm sorry you're sad and that your T left and that you have mean voices. We have mean voices too but Iain says they don't know what they're talking about so I don't need to listen to them. I bet it was a SUPER nice picture.

Hi esbeezi,

You have a nice name. Sorry you are sad but I'm glad you have a stuffie to hold. You don't have to be sorry for writing here. People are supposed to write here.

Hi Sasha

I haven't talked to you in a long time. I'm glad you get to go to a summer camp. I wish we could go but maybe I'd be scared. We are going on a vacation pretty soon and stay in a hotel and see museums. I like museums.

Hi purpleprint,

I'm glad you are writing to us. I like dogs too except we don't have one but there are some nice ones in the neighborhood who like us to pet them.

Evan

IainEtc wrote:Hi Sasha

I haven't talked to you in a long time. I'm glad you get to go to a summer camp. I wish we could go but maybe I'd be scared. We are going on a vacation pretty soon and stay in a hotel and see museums. I like museums.


Evan

Hi Evan Museums are neat! I hope your vacation is fun!

Hi Sasha,

I asked Host to let me go to the children's museum and he said he'd think about it. I got to go to the one here last year and I didn't cause a problem or anything so I bet he'll let me go to the new one out of town. I hope so.

What summer camp are you going to? Do you camp out? Do they have horses and sailboats and crafts? We went to a summer camp once because the parents thought it would be good for us but it wasn't. It was kind of bad.

Evan

A music camp. Or festival. We went to it last summer and the owner of it said he didn't like it when people call it a summer camp. It was fun I hope I can take some of my stuffed animal with me this time.

Hi Sasha,

Oh cool! Music camp! I've never been to those. Are you going to play your viola in a big orchestra or something? I bet that's fun.

Evan

It's for chamber music, so it won't be an orchestra, but smaller groups. I won't be playing, but Viola will. I do enjoy hearing her play It will be fun