For the littles

by **spacebot** » Fri Nov 06, 2015 11:51 pm

hi!! i am maxie. im a little. big brother lucas made us an account here so we can talk about being more than one person in one brain. its cool! in the inside space i look like a puppy but i can walk and talk like a person. we can be anything we want in the inside. i like being a puppy because i like dogs and i like to run and bark like a puppy.

im 6 but sometimes i am a little bit older or younger. big sister vern helps me type, because she knows where all the letter keys are. im the first one to post here because everyone else is kind of shy!! even lucas is shy, and he is the host. i am not very shy though, and i like to meet new friends. so hi again!

hi everyone, this is ANNIE

how are you guys? i am having a very BAD day -- i've got so sad and i just turned into a rock like and then Wendell was crying too -- and now well i guess someone else will come along and take over and eventually we'll go to bed but . .

so i got some new dolls and i brought them to the doctor to show him but i dont think he wanted to talk to me because he kept saying stuff like "wear is yor internal seelf helper?" and something about re-flecting and not reacting and just lots of stuff i didn't kn ow what he was talking about and he got mad at me, and the more mad he got the more scared i got and i culdn't talk and froze up in a ball and culdn't talk. And then latr he was not mad anymore but i was still froze up and sad ; becus i think he was just pretending all along he was my frend but is not reallly becuz he don't want to talk to me. and then my dollies would hardly talk to him either. I brot my big orange sock monster with teeth. he was the only one who wuld talk to him really and he said" I have big teeth and Ill bite you in the NOSE" and the monster just stared and stared at the doctor with big eyes, and then the doctor stayed back. Which is GOOD! becuz i am mad and sad all at the same time, but mostly just sad because i thot he was my frend

and now maybe me and wendell will sit the stairwell and look at picture books. I like it there because is has carpet and wendell likes it because it all walls and no windows and she can lean on the stairs and feels like she is hiding sort of.

can any of you guys be my frend? I had to hided for a long time an jest snuck out sumtimes. but then i had a frend and culd talk to him but now i don't know what to do. i guess the doctor guy is a grown up and he wants to talk to grown ups but i don't have anyone really to talk cept him. i am so mad at him! why did he havta pretend? whhy did whe want to talk to that dum internal self thing anyway? how cum i wasnt good enuf? I don't care anyway becuz he is a dumbie.

what do you guys do when you're sad? maybe ill go talk to my stuffed animals. they are really smart and nice and like me lots i dont know why.

okay bye everyone -- i hope you are having a fun night\
annie

by **Violarules** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 2:57 am

I'll be your friend! That's mean of your doctor to not talk to you like that. Have you asked the host to talk to him and tell him how it makes you feel? Maybe he'll listen to the host?

by **anniebananie** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 3:15 am

hi sasha -- yur 5 right? 5 is a good age i think. i always like 5 yr olds kids. well; she did but then i came out and i did too and he said no he did like me because i was fun and he cares about me and thats why he called every cuple days when he was away. but it is hard becuz allways we watch faces and listen to peple's voices and then you know if there safe. because what they say dusn't matter because they can say lots and lots of diffrent stuff but not have any be true stuff. you know, when peple's they don't match? then i believe what they sound like not what they say. so i was watching everything and listening and i think he jest didn't reallyh want to talk to me at all. and i don't even know why he was so mad! and will didn't either!. he said he was DONE arguing with us and when he said that DONE thing, we all just froze up like an ice cube but a hot ice cube because i was crying.

it will probbly be ok maybe i listen too carefully becuz thats what i lerned to do a long time ago that you gotta be REEELLLY careful if you dont wanna get in truble rite? and listen and hide and talk nice and all that stuff. okay so will just said no mor becuz she is worried i'm gonna make sumone else here feel bad and i dont wanna do that.

so hey SASHA! do you like your name LOUD or soft? or does it depend? do you have dollies? or animals? what is your favrite? or if anyone else wants to tell that wuld be fun too

i got my big orange sock monster, two little monkys one a big sistr and one a little sister, a monkey named pellie, a dinosor named freddie and a monky named monkey boyl. and i even have a bagder i call Baby Doctr _____ because he is little but he stares and looks all serius like our doctor and we tell him to NOT BE SO SERIOUS! to watch cartoon! and monky boy tried to show him how to play but he is NOT very good at it.

okay thanks sasha LOTS and LOTS i feel kinda better

bye!

by **Violarules** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 3:39 am

Yay I'm glad you feel better. I like my name soft, but loud is ok I guess. Our host is like that. She always overreacts to people's facial and voice sounds too. I don't since I don't go out often but when I do I'm really carefree for the most part!

I have three stuffed animals, a gigantic bear, a small bear, a pink elephant and a seal! They're all really cute, but I don't have them here with me since Viola decided not to bring them. I wished that she would. She said she would but I guess she forgot.

Maybe your therapist is focusing more on helping the host. Maybe the host could help him understand that he has to help all of you to help the host since you're all one person. Or at least that's what everyone on this forum says...

Or maybe you need a new therapist?

by **NegativeZero** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 7:40 am

Aww i miss a lot of fun stuff.

. but its ok. there's always next time. :mrgreen:

i had to help my mommy and the cleaning alter clean our house today. our place is very very tiny but i like helping a lot and it was fun! :mrgreen:

. Doing good things always make me feel good and happy :mrgreen:

we dont have a doctor anymore. we have a very mean alter inside us that chases them away. he says that they do bad stuff. i dont even remeber any bad stuff. i remeber another teripist (how do you spell that?) that was very nice but some others don't like her either. i talk to her about my mommy a lot because i love her. some others dont. some others say my mommy does bad stuff but i dont beleive them. cause they could be lying. or they could be misunderstanding. no one can be 1000000000000 percent perfect cauze everyone makes mistakes.

some alters can be funny somtimes.

and i'm five too!!! :mrgreen:

or younger. somtimes i cant tell but five is the age i feel like the best.

and i want to be your friend too annie! :mrgreen:

my name is PUPPLE. I like my name LOUD. :mrgreen:

my best friend puppydog doesnt like my name loud. she gets scared. she gets scared alot! i ahve a very nice doll name emily. she's very pretty. but shes not for playing shes for decorating. i wonder whats a beautiful doll for if they cant be played with? but ill listen cause shes made of somthing that can break fast and i dont want to break her. i have a lot of stuff animals! most of them are gifts from friends! people are very very very very nice!!!! :mrgreen:

(We switched halfway cause someone had to come in and disturb us. :roll:

She might continue later. Maybe.)

by **ScarletSorrowfulRose** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 9:35 am

Annie,
If you wish I can be your friend. My name is Valkyrie, after the warrior goddesses. We don't like doctors either. They have been invasive in the past but we had no choice, no choice but to be felt so that the whole, Scarlet, could begin to get better. You see, when Scarlet was born, everyone thought she was a boy because of how she looked but she has always been a girl, some people just don't see that. So just for her I put up with the doctor. There have also been time when a doctor would call Scarlet by a wrong name and it hurt all of us. They also gave us things that they said would help us but that only hurt us in the end.

You talking about your dolls reminded me of an elephant I had when I was a child. She was my best friend for a long time but Scarlet's father is mean sometimes. Not always, he gave us things sometimes and he is nice now. But he used to be. And one time he took her away from us and threw her away. We miss her so much.

We have a little girl who is about your age as well. Her name is Scar but we are just using that name for now. She is really shy and quiet but rather playful sometimes. Maybe she might talk to you one day, I think the two of you will get along. You both are young but very mature for your age.

I am afraid I have to go now but I hope that things get better with your doctor Annie, you are much smarter than him and you deserve to be treated with respect.

Sincerely
--Valkyrie

by **Seangel** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 7:30 pm

IainEtc wrote:Hi Sea,

I didn't know I was the first inside kid you ever talked to. That's neat!!!! We're just like other kids mostly and you can talk to us because you're really very nice and not scary.

We went to the book store but I got kind of scared so Iain was copilot and I watched. I like watching best and almost never get upset watching. Maybe I'm the watcher instead of the copilot. Iain says that's ok.

Evan

Hi Evan,

Yeah, you were.

I like talking to you all here.

Watching is ok, too. Watcher have a important work in remembering and seeing details, that sometimes others don't. It's cool that you watch, and that it almost never upsets you.

--

NegativeZero wrote:Sea is the best! sea is very nice . sea understands littles. the others are scared for me for saying this.. I don't know why.. they are alwyas scared for me.. I know they want to protect me and all but i am fine. . even though life can be hard its nice to always look at the happiness. .

Hi PUPPLE!!!!

I'm very glad to read you here again.

Hi others, I hope they don't get much scared, I'm happy you think that of me. I really like your happiness, it's very contagious.

And I like that you are LOUD! :mrgreen:

It's a wonderful ability you have in there the ability to trust and to be happy.

I understand the others, they are careful, also, because they need to. Work together, and you'll have great abilities as a group.

--

Saying hi to all other littles that have posted.

spacebot wrote:hi!! i am maxie. im a little. big brother lucas made us an account here so we can talk about being more than one person in one brain. its cool! in the inside space i look like a puppy but i can walk and talk like a person. we can be anything we want in the inside. i like being a puppy because i like dogs and i like to run and bark like a puppy.

im 6 but sometimes i am a little bit older or younger. big sister vern helps me type, because she knows where all the letter keys are. im the first one to post here because everyone else is kind of shy!! even lucas is shy, and he is the host. i am not very shy though, and i like to meet new friends. so hi again!

Hi maxie. Welcome.

It's cool that you are here and posting, and that you are a shapeshifter. That's awesome!

--

anniebananie wrote:what do you guys do when you're sad? maybe ill go talk to my stuffed animals. they are really smart and nice and like me lots i dont know why.

okay bye everyone -- i hope you are having a fun night\
annie

Hi annie,

It's ok to cry when you are sad. It's ok to feel sad. Cover your self with a warm blanket, and let the feelings be felt. And then treat yourself with something you enjoy. It can be listening to a song you like, and that cheers you up. Or coloring a book, or talking with your stuffies like you said.

I hope you feel better little girl.

--

Hi Sasha, and Valkyrie.

Sea

by **Violarules** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 7:43 pm

Hi Sea!

by **ScarletSorrowfulRose** » Sat Nov 07, 2015 9:58 pm

Seangel wrote: Hi Sasha, and Valkyrie. Sea

Hello Seangel,
I finally found a name for myself. I understand you are aware of this and I will attempt not to detract from the general theme of this forum but I am nonetheless satisfied with it. It feels nice to be able to distinctly separate myself from the whole as person, even for something as simple as a name. We even get along better now.

Sincerely
--Valkyrie

Hey Sea and everyone,
Might be the wrong forum for this but does anybody have any advice for communicating with my little. She might front very rarely (Valkyrie and I can only remember 3 occasions in the past few months), and I know that she is quiet and shy but I thought that having her here might help her a lot as she is sometimes very lonely and likes company.

--Scarlet

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