For the littles

Kyttin wrote:No no, Emilie didn't mean that there is four floors of ball bit. She's not that good with words.

Oh, she's not bad with words, I think I read it badly I sometimes don't get things or see them in a weird way when I read them.

Kyttin wrote:We haven't spoken to Host's family because we are too scared to.

Host says that they wouldn't understand or be interested, and that nothing good would come out of it. But I don't even know what I would say. I'm not that talkative really. Here I can somehow come up with things to write, but in the inner world I almost only talk to Winter.
Do you know anything about that scary place? Is it like a house or a cave or what?
We have scary neighbourhoods where I've never been and scary tunnels and stuff underground. I think they were built in case *TW* there would be a war, then we would all go live there, the whole city *TW ends* But host says that it could never actually happen, so we don't worry, but the tunnels are creepy.
I don't have my own dolls actually, only the ones in the playroom of this "home" (host said to not use that other word) that everyone shares.

Kyttin wrote:Pandas are good. Do you like the black and white panda or the red panda.

I meant the black and white panda I'm sorry that you feel sad about friends... Winter feels that way too (I don't know where she's right now). I think I feel nice and safe only being in the inner world myself. I also think I'm okay being this age.
Weird, I felt that I wrote so much and tried to write less, but now it doesn't look so much
-Icecream

Kyttin wrote:Pandas are good. Do you like the black and white panda or the red panda. The red panda looks like a cat-fox. I like the black and white ones. We had a stuffie that was a panda. I think it was named L. I don't know why. I want friends my age. Host says it won't happen. I am sad about that. Do some of you have outside friends? I want a pink unicorn that I can name Sparkles. Host won't get it for me. She says we have too many stuffies. I have a stuffie named Tabitha. She's a cat. I want a stuffed elephant named Hugo. I don't know why, but I do. I want to be a big girl, but Ally says I won't grow up. Why?

Emilie

Kyttin wrote:We don't know how to cope. We still think we will get hit. What do we do?[/color]

I'm really sorry about what happened to you (host said that "sorry" is the word for the way I feel now, I didn't know it myself, I'm very bad with feelings! ). I hope the bad situation already is over and everything went well after all! I also hope that I never ever am out if host fears being hurt, because I would freak out. I would maybe try to hurt others instead because I couldn't handle that kind of a thing. But this should not be all about me, sorry again
-Silene

Kyttin wrote:We got pulled into darkness when we thought we were going to get hit.

I really wish you are already feeling better an not in the darkness I know that if someone tried to hurt me, Blueberry would become over-protective, and I really appreciate that she cares a lot, but I know she isn't the right one to be a protector for us She isn't stable at all when she's upset. Um, I was going to say something different and more on the topic... well, I never fear host's family because they're not angry people at all, but sometimes I get very upset if I feel that they demand something from me, and if I panic even host can't control me, so sometimes host's mum has seen me all upset over some tiny thing and it seems to almost scare her, maybe 'cause she sees that I'm different from the host and doesn't know what's going on
-Colly

Kyttin wrote:We are less scared. Alyssa is just in a bad mood now. She doesn't like kids. I do, but I don't know how to deal with them cuz I'm just a kid too. They are much younger than me and the only boy thinks I'm a girl cuz I'm in a girl body. We have played in the ocean and it's so much fun. We can see the sand at the bottom the ocean is so clear.

Carter

Kyttin wrote:I'm getting a new stuffie! It's gonna be so pretty. I don't know what it is, but it has a flower shirt on it. I don't know why, but it does. The little girls think I'm crazy cuz I'm in a grown up body. No one likes it when a grown up acts like a little kid. I am a little kid, but they don't want me to be one. Host says it's okay, but the others say no. Ally doesn't know what to do cuz I want to play but it's looked down upon, what ever that means. I'm kinda sad that I don't get to play all the time when I'm out. Don't feel sorry, it's just how I feel.

Emilie

Kyttin wrote:Vacation is going well, I think. I mean, the few memories I have are fun. We went in a pool, in the ocean. We shopped and ate ice cream. We're even getting two new stuffed animals, one for Emilie and one for someone else. We don't know who yet. Declan says he doesn't want one, so we're not gonna get him one. Yes this is fun, but I wanna see our kittens again. They are so cute and I want to play with them. They won't like us when we get back. Oh well, vacation now, worry about that later. How are all of you? Anything fun? Anything sad? Anything at all? What's your favorite food? Mine's...I...think it is chocolate, but I also like raviolis too. Not the cheesy raviolis, the veggie filled ones. I like meat too, but Host doesn't eat meat. I did sneak a chicken nugget today and she got all upset. It was so good though, don't know why she would get upset. It's just one nugget.

Abbi