by the batman » Wed Jan 04, 2006 7:37 am
Hey, since four, Hi are you doing, better I hope. I been studying Buddhism also and the idea is not bad. I see that many psychology theories come from it as well. Me personally I think it missing something. Parts of it came from judaism. If you really look at it Buddhism is not a religion but philosophical teaching and practices formed by wise me of their time.----The one thing is holding us down a lot is that we are deceived. Deceived from knowing that this life is not about self-actualization, finding inner peace in this world and in ourselves, having a white picked fence, career, family, vacation time, and then die. We are in war. Believe it or not the whole purpose is to inject us with negative circumstances so it can flow through our minds (what happened to me when I was younger didn’t hurt me but the memories that been flowing in my conscious and unconscious mind the learned helplessness, that is what killing me) and with limited resources, we don’t know how to deal with it and we break down with mental problems. The whole purpose is to keep us from knowing who we are, knowing our purpose in life, our purpose for living, and our destiny, having authority over our lives. If we know these things would anxiety or worrying exists? I’m struggling with a lot of mental problems, I am unable to call on inner power or strength to cure myself. I working with a therapy that is helping me. I’m not saying that everyone should try it. I’m in pain and I found something that lessens my pain and I’m just sharing it. Please don’t hate me for it. It hurt me worse to see others with doubled of my pain.-----If I was on the outside looking in at Christianity, I would think it is full of back stabbers, liars, contradictory, fake mumble jumble. But instead of searching inside that religion or man’s truth, I search for God and his truth. Now I know who I am, the purpose of life, my purpose for living is still blurred to me (I see visions though), but I have an unchangeable destiny. I know that no matter what happens to me, what bridge I have to cross, or choice I have to make, that won’t change my destiny. It is nice to know your end result, less stress. I hope I’m not out of line on this site. If I am, I’m sorry. I mean no harm, If you or anyone wants to email me(hopefully we can support each other) feel free to. No matter what we have or treatment we seek, we are all in this war together, I hope that we all can support each other and the efforts we make to get better and not put each other down. I really believe love and support conquer all.
P.S Don’t worry about me getting in your way Fronima, we both know who will.