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stuck *trigger, defined roles*

Postby tomboy24 » Thu Mar 01, 2012 6:59 pm

i dunno what to do. i can't be on here long because cassandra needs to go soon. but i'm just so sad. sumthing's wrong and i don't know what. i don't know how to fix it. no one does. we don't know what to do from here. we're just stuck. we have good days and bad days, but the bad days gets worse each time. i miss this place, i think we need to come back more often, but cassandra and kat steer away from it. they think that we'll get stuck to this site like before and spend too much time on it. but when we were here it was helping us. now we're a mess. half the time cassandra acts like we're not here, and the other half of the time all of us are trying to do and say things at once. i miss my mommy and daddy... lc's depresion is spreading over all of us and i don't know how to stop it. this isn't anything close to what i wanted to type either, but my thoughts are all jumbly. all i know is that we feel lost and sad and i miss this place. i miss it a lot. :cry: and just in case sum people read this that don't know me, my name's cassie and i'm 8 years old. we used to go on this site a lot but when we started to spend too much time on here kat cut us off and cassandra's been afraid to come back too often. and we've been having problems with deniall. and lately it feels like we don't exist much. i mean we do because cassandra lets us talk and do things without um filtering much, but we don't because it feels like we don't get paid attention to like we used to. i dunno why i'm posting this because it's more like a diary entry thing than a post but oh well. i think it's just because i really miss this place. :(
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Re: stuck *trigger, defined roles*

Postby bourbon » Thu Mar 01, 2012 7:28 pm

I miss you all too !!

I'm sorry things aren't too good :( Really sorry :(

Miss you loads

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Re: stuck *trigger, defined roles*

Postby dividedtruth89 » Thu Mar 01, 2012 7:43 pm

Hey. Double L here. I know it's scary but I think everyone needs to start working together. I am usually not very pushy but today I am cuz I feel stronger. I went to therapy today so I think that's why.

I know it's gonna be really scary for you but you gotta put your foot down. I don't think it's a bad thing for you guys to go on this site, if it makes you feel better. Cassandra should know that going on a website where she can get support is not obsessive or anything like that. Everybody has things they use to help them cope.

I know you're really smart Cassie and I know you'll do the right thing. I think you should shout to Cassandra "HEY I'M HERE AND I'M SAD YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO ME!" I know you guys weren't in therapy before so maybe you should call a therapist yourself, or ask one of Cassandra's friends to call one for you.
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Re: stuck *trigger, defined roles*

Postby sev0n » Thu Mar 01, 2012 9:25 pm

Grab your jacket and go out for a walk. You sound like you are getting lost in depression. Try and get out more. I am there too. It's hard but you need to do it!
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Re: stuck *trigger, defined roles*

Postby Borg » Fri Mar 02, 2012 11:03 pm

Hi Cassie,
I just wanted to say we're thinking of you all. I hope things get better.
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