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Hello!! New member

Postby melfice » Thu Jan 26, 2012 9:04 pm

Hi everybody, i'm new here and i wanna share my experience.
I believe that i have a DID because i'm costantly switching personalities. It's been several years since i am conscious about this condition. I also consider myself new to this argument, with less knowledge that all of you. When i switch, it changes my:
- face expression, way of walk, calligraphy, way of thinking and perceiving things around me, way of talking, tone shape and so on...
I don't hear voices chatting in my head or know my personalities names. I'm always self conscious when i'm in a different personality. I'm 20 years old and i don't like the idea of being like this forever because it's just destroying my relationship with people and my life's opportunities. It's really a pain feeling like someone else took control of my body...i just wanna be all in one piece. It's fine when i'm with one of the strong personalities, including strong attitude, great sence of humor, smarter, manipulator with words and so on, but when it comes for the weaker personalties, i feel like a little being who doesn't know how to face the world, which makes my self-esteem fall underground and making myself hard interracting with the others.
I didn't had meaningful trauma events when i was little or later affecting my mind, so i really don't know the reason of all of this.
I hope that somebody here can figure it out what's the problem or talk about what i wrote.
:)
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Re: Hello!! New member

Postby Encircled » Fri Jan 27, 2012 12:27 am

Hello!
I'm afraid I can't help you decide if you are DID or not, but after all, it is your own mind and you're bound to know it better than anyone else :) I'm pretty much in the same boat you are, though. New to the experience and figuring everything out. I'm also not aware of any terrible traumatic events in my life; but that doesn't always mean there wasn't one. Maybe you aren't ready to know the information? However, if there was no trauma, maybe there was a different cause. The mind is a complex place, after all. I hope your adventure of discovery to recovery (if you should choose) is a happy one!
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Re: Hello!! New member

Postby melfice » Tue Jan 31, 2012 10:15 am

Yea we are starting to know who we really are.
PS: i double posted it this topic by mistakes. You can go there for other info;)
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