I believe that i have a DID because i'm costantly switching personalities. It's been several years since i am conscious about this condition. I also consider myself new to this argument, with less knowledge that all of you. When i switch, it changes my:
- face expression, way of walk, calligraphy, way of thinking and perceiving things around me, way of talking, tone shape and so on...
I don't hear voices chatting in my head or know my personalities names. I'm always self conscious when i'm in a different personality. I'm 20 years old and i don't like the idea of being like this forever because it's just destroying my relationship with people and my life's opportunities. It's really a pain feeling like someone else took control of my body...i just wanna be all in one piece. It's fine when i'm with one of the strong personalities, including strong attitude, great sence of humor, smarter, manipulator with words and so on, but when it comes for the weaker personalties, i feel like a little being who doesn't know how to face the world, which makes my self-esteem fall underground and making myself hard interracting with the others.
I didn't had meaningful trauma events when i was little or later affecting my mind, so i really don't know the reason of all of this.
I hope that somebody here can figure it out what's the problem or talk about what i wrote.
