by SheWhoMustNotBeNamed » Fri Jan 06, 2012 10:33 pm
Encircled wrote:There is a previous thread concerning a question about the inner world. Well, I have my own question to those of you with an inner world. Out of pure curiosity, did your world develop and grow more elaborate over time? Or did it just appear that way, and remain the same since the beginning?
Here is a thread that our core started not long ago: dissociative-identity/topic77460.html.
I can't speak for everyone here because I have not been here as long as some of the others, but our inner world has been pretty steady for quite sometime up until recently. I was born into it when our core was 15ish. From what I can remember it only differs in the quality of the weather and most recently, the landscape.
We have only known about the DiD things for a few months and we are still learning about each other, but everyone that is still here agrees that when the core is taken care of and happy, the inner world is a much better place. When things stay on a constant even in the outer world, things are mostly ok in the inner world. When things are bad in the outer world, things are horrible in the inner world.
Here's what I mean: When our core got a puppy, she was happy and we saw a little bit of sun for a few days. It wasn't super bright but it kind of came through the clouds and provided more light than I ever remember before.
Then something happened to our core person, she's gone lost, and the innner world is in constant and total caos. Now we have a real big crack in the ground and big rocks are growing out of it. The weather is constantly storming, thundering, earthquakes, etc.
So, for us, the inner world directly relates to the outer world and how our core is feeling.
SheWhoMustNotBeNamed - Dx'd D.I.D.
41 yr Amelia - Core
12 yr Lyn - the Protector
4 yr Jaime, 19 yr Big Tom, 18-month Goggles/Little Amelia, Wesley, 4 yr Amber, 6 yr Kate, Silent Boy, Thomas, Tom-Tom, Silent Screamer, No Name, It, and others.