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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby dividedtruth89 » Sat Jan 14, 2012 8:36 pm

SamsLand wrote:Sam wants to leave. She can't take this anymore. I'm scared.
Hey. What's going on? Do you want to write about it?
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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby mystic dolphin » Sat Jan 14, 2012 9:48 pm

Hugs Sam!!
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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby SamsLand » Sun Jan 15, 2012 1:32 am

SamsLand wrote:Sam wants to leave. She can't take this anymore. I'm scared.

Hey. What's going on? Do you want to write about it?


Hey, this is fun, "posting".

Sam is completely stressed out and has left for the time being. the littles are freaked out. They "love" her and think of her as a mum, so I guess this is all too much of a bad recurring nightmare for them.

I'm here for now.

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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby dividedtruth89 » Sun Jan 15, 2012 8:51 am

Well it's good to meet you Kit. Are you able to take care of the littles? Is everyone staying safe?
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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby bourbon » Sun Jan 15, 2012 9:40 am

SamsLand wrote:I'm here for now.

Kit


Hi Kit,

Thanks for letting us know and I'm sorry all the little's are a bit freaked out. That must be hard to deal with. Is there anything we can do to help?

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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby DarkenedAngel » Sun Jan 15, 2012 2:48 pm

Hey Kit I'm glad to meet you. I'm actually going to thank you all first before I say anything because up until today my little one (Emmy) has been crying and so scared that she won't talk to me because of the memories she shared with me but she's giving me a message to pass along to your littles from her and Alice.

From Emmy and Alice - We get scared too when Dark isn't out front, but she showed us that just coz she isn't out front don't meant she isn't there. It means she inside with us and still looks after us.

As long as you're helping to reassure everyone Kit, things should start to calm down. It can be a huge change when the host has to go inside for a while for any reason, the best thing to do in my experience is keep everyone reassured that they're all safe because they are, nothing's going to hurt them and Sam is still with them, she's just inside with them instead.

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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby SamsLand » Sun Jan 15, 2012 7:37 pm

Dark, glad I could help but I didn't actually do anything. :wink: But I am glad you and your littles are feeling better. I am not so mothering but upset littles even get me going.

We're ok, I'm going with the flow a little overwhelmed. Lizzy found Sam, she was wandering way in the back there, trying to find a way out. I don't even know what is back there. it is dark and damp but I assure you there is no way out. Lizzy brought her back made her a bed and put her to sleep. The littles were pretty scared, so she pushed another bed up beside Sam and put them there with her. They are quiet now. Lizzy is such a good mom. She is only 12 but she knows how to take care of things much better than I do. Sam says Lizzy is too young to have this responsibility, that she should be a 12 year old but Lizzy is assuring us she has done this before, and knows what to do and what to do better this time.

I the meantime I am here. I am in charge of a few things when Sam can't be. Mostly the things K tends to mess with. I don't feel down,scared or anything. I don't really feel. I am, like i said, just trying to go with the flow. That is what i do.

But if you can talk to me that'd be cool. I have no friends atm, I've been inside for too long. And Sam said I am supposed to take care of/watch the site (I guess she means her SamsLand) but I am not completely sure what that involves. I think she wants the ppl she cares for to know she is still here but I'm not 100% sure.

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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby bourbon » Sun Jan 15, 2012 8:23 pm

SamsLand wrote: I think she wants the ppl she cares for to know she is still here but I'm not 100% sure.


If I know Sam then I would agree that that is what she wants. For us to know she is okay :)

And we will talk to you as much as you want/need. PM me anytime you need. We love talking to new people on here :)

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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby SamsLand » Sun Jan 15, 2012 10:20 pm

Ok thanks Bourbon! :D
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Re: Screaming voice/alter?

Postby DarkenedAngel » Tue Jan 17, 2012 10:28 pm

Same goes here, we check this site as often as we can so feel free to message us any time you like. I'm glad that Sam is OK and it may seem weird or different or hard for you to be in the lead but it seems like it's best for you guys as a whole now.

As I said, feel free to message us, one of us will respond ^^
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