To believe or not to believe?

Divided,
Just some thoughts from my experiences, maybe this can help...

Although I'm Dx DID by an expert, I don't have clear alters or time loss. I've been nearly two years in intensive trauma therapy (2xweek), with an wonderful and very skilled T.

Sometimes I have internal communication, most times not. It was very recently, that I learned to REALLY love and accept a part of me (=The Bad Girl). Until that, I had just faked "accepting". This was a HUGE step for me and hopefully it makes things (like communication) easier. I could describe this, like before my talking to her was just faking, now I know how to really talk to her inside. Not much talk from her yet, just deep sighs...

What I'm trying to say...things need time...