
A few years back I was under a lot of stress, both long-term and acute, struggling with responsibilities and problems in my family. That night I was trying to get sleep after many sleepless nights. knowing that I have to go to work tomorrow and just when I thought I'll succeed, something happened that forced me to get up and stay up. It was too much for me, something snapped in my head, and I started to trash things and act in a berserk way. I reacted and felt like a beast that is being tortured.
This alone isn't my usual state of mind, but somehow I managed to "wake up" from that mode after a while and go back to bed regardless of everything. Immediately when I closed my eyes I felt someone touch my hand and when I opened them, I saw someone else. So, one of them was visible to me and the other one was tangible, and I was able to perceive only one at a time depending on whether my eyes were open or closed. This went on for a while, and I got certain vibes from these others: the one I could touch was extremely sad, and the other one that I could see was scary. He wasn't scary-looking, only just like a shadow but nevertheless scary and menacing. The scary one was somewhere far away although he looked like he was close to me. The sad one was close to me, and he was telling me to stop being angry. Even though I had already stopped. He was very cold, somehow, and young.
I've never met those two again, at least not knowingly. I've been thinking that maybe they were protectors that only surface when I'm on the edge, which hasn't happened ever since thank goodness.

Edit: I forgot to mention that R surfaced for the first time shortly after this event.