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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby skin » Thu Sep 19, 2013 10:53 am

layout, idk....

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The horses are stabled - all
those red-eyed females
trapped behind blackened
walls of shuddering brick and
stone, baring gums towards
brackish skies, tame and
useless and mute. If I could
bottle clouds and send them
instead as packages to open at
sleep they would fill up the
spaces between one splintered
image and the next, and
cushion all those restless
hooves that like beetle-
thoughts and ant-noise clatter
indiscriminate behind the
sheets of twitching eyelids.
They are only empty sounds,
muffled by solar wind. Our
monsters are made by the
memories of fear, intangible
echoes of ghosts that in the
dark loom huge and grotesque,
exaggerated by flickering lights.

Along the horizon there is a
city and it burns up in every
shade of sun.
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby skin » Mon Sep 23, 2013 4:57 pm

the derisive one is sarcastic and self-deprecating :roll:

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because I have nothing to say and know how to say it
with my tongue hanging out spit-dry in the middle of your sentence
laughing, like this might mean something
like the way drawing c--ks on toilet walls mean we're just rediscovering our tribal roots
or something

i'm just talking because I have to say something, not because I have something to say
like so many everyone elses
brains bubbling through their teeth
eyes bulging
all these unvoiced voices of reason talking embolisms into shapeless cerebellums

with gaps and dramatic pauses long enough to
exhale remember what it was like being profound
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby latenightlight » Thu Sep 26, 2013 1:22 pm

Something I wrote about time loss before I knew what it was, haha.
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Do you ever find yourself stumbling through the seconds?
You feel one instant so intensely you trip and miss the next half-dozen.
And where do those half-dozen moments go, once their sands have trickled through the glass beneath your feet? Do they cease to be?

And do they ever mourn, these unseen little moments? Do they shiver and tremble with the fear that they will never be loved? Or perhaps they howl with self-pity, lifting chapped lips to empty skies.

And then again, maybe they are grateful; for by chance they have been excused from the sweet agony that is life. Moments in which we never lived, left to sleep while others gasped and shuddered with the intensity we poured into their tiny feeble bodies.

Or maybe I’m just being silly.
Maybe the moments I’ve lost while writing this are just moments,
Things to be titled ‘which’ rather than ‘who.’

And yet I think perhaps the moments you’ve lost in the reading of these silly words are neither alive nor dead
Perhaps,
they have never existed

at all.
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby moks » Thu Sep 26, 2013 1:34 pm

We do a lot of writing, but music is the big thing. Recently, the alter Guilt (who is the one that needs the most work and holds the system hostage) fronted and sat down and wrote and recorded this song, for the host to hear. It was a powerful realization. Thanks everyone.

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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby debetoile » Sat Sep 28, 2013 11:37 am

I don't know who I am
Or where I am
I don't know where I go
Or what I do
I don't know what I see
Or what I say

I think I've been there
I think I've done things
I think I've seen you
I think we talked

But who I am
and where I go
You need to tell me
'cos I don't know :(
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby galaxies » Fri Feb 07, 2014 4:09 am

trigger warning. this day is not pleasant. we of ell are thinking on things we would rather not. so it was and so it is written.

O Timeless Being
O Heavenly Father
O Almighty God
King of Kings

(hey god, do you remember that time
he made me bleed
and dug his dagger deep -
home
into me)

O Most Merciful
O Most Divine
O Most Compassionate
Lord of Light

(hey god, do you remember that time
my screams broke the silence
so he stuck that knife deep -
home
into me)

O Glorious Prince
O Heart of Goodness
O Heart of Love
Supreme Soul

(hey god, i am choking in this pit
of blood semen flesh and spit
and i loathe you for all you never did
and for what he did
to me)

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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby Johnny-Jack » Mon Feb 10, 2014 3:32 am

Oh heck yeah rat, ell, others. that spoke to me! Thanks. Maybe I'll write too but Johnny-Boy probly won't like it.
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby Familyof3 » Mon Feb 10, 2014 6:35 pm

Some artwork by me.

-- Mon Feb 10, 2014 6:36 pm --

The emotions tied to mental illness and abuse
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby Angel of Darkness » Tue Feb 11, 2014 11:56 pm

**TRIGGER WARNING: self harm/suicide drawing**
http://i57.tinypic.com/c27ux.jpg
Im not sure who drew this one. It looks like Nielle and she is the depressed one, but she also doesnt draw very often... I'm just going to assume its her though.
**END WARNING**
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Re: Dissociative Art & Poetry Corner

Postby Gemini_Incarnate » Thu Feb 13, 2014 2:43 am

This is a poem the two of us wrote together. Sadly, we're the only ones who seem to truly understand it. (Trigger warning: Excessive use of color tags.)


Split Identity

Split. Divided. Rendered in twain.
Between encouraging pride, and pessimistic pain.
Between a passion that drives, and a doubt that subdues
What do you do when your world is in two?

A lover. A fighter.
Two sides of one coin.
Considered so different, yet by fate they've been joined.
People ask your opinion, so whaddaya do?
When your perception of things...
Is a perception of two?
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Levi [INFP]
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Aaron [ESTP]
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