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New alter *trigger warning talk about dark alters dreams*

Postby nickip212 » Mon Aug 01, 2011 9:55 pm

There is a new alter in the system..she is a young girl..I met her in a dream but she was like a spirit/demonic entity. In my dream she wore a green dress with a white ruffled collar and she has red-orange glowing eyes with short dark colored hair. I was in a house and she was all alone I had to use special glasses to see her because she appeared to be dead like she was a spirit or something.

When she introduced herself she was sitting on a staircase and said that her name is Vice and then through out the dream she was leading me places in the house until we got to a kitchen upstairs and I gave her some Jelly beans. She didn't seem to dark or scary in my dream but that look on her face is just dead, cold. I don't know of any place that the house reminds me of because it was run down in my dream but I have an idea it was my grandparent's house but it was a mixture of my house too so it's kind of confusing.

But since then everyone else has been quiet and I went inside in my head and it's like there were walls put up...clear glass walls and I was watching everyone but they couldn't see me or hear me but James was with me and said that Vice put up the walls because she wants to be heard and be out. So now she took down the walls and we have an agreement that yes she can be heard and can come out as long as she doesn't put the walls back up
I prefer the name Jinx

Diagnosis: Schizoaffective Disorder Bipolar type, OCD,Anxiety, SAD, ADD, possible DID
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Re: New alter *trigger warning talk about dark alters dreams

Postby smflottemesch » Tue Aug 02, 2011 4:54 am

Hi. I have a similar, yet different experience. It was actually the first "what the heck was that' moment. She came to me in a dream. She led me to a bathroom. I didn't recognize it but it seemed to be in an old apartment. I walk in and in the mirror I see her and she has blood dripping from her. She had a tormenting smile on her face. As I moved I noticed she was doin the same. All of a sudden I realized she was my reflection.

A few days passed and I heard a voice screaming at me. It woke me up in a startled fury. I went and checked my house and everyone was sleeping.

Shortly after I realized that I am not alone. Because she came out, the others took the chance and locked her away. I literally have a prison cell up there. They placed her in the middle so someone always has an eye on her. I believe she has been in control more than I ever new.

Moral of the story, nasty alters are terrifying. Try and team up. Mayb you could subdue her. None of us could bear the thought of exiling her so instead she is in plain sight. Just a thought. I wish you well.
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Dx: Bipolar Disorder 1, Anxiety Disorder, Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Anorexia/Bulimia

UnDx: Dissociative Identity Disorder

Rx: Lamictal (150 mg), Celexa (10 mg), Hydroxazine (50-100 mg, 4 times/day)
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