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In dreams...

Postby Eisa » Tue Jul 19, 2011 10:40 am

This is very unusual for us...has anyone else "met" new people in dreams? Almost a week ago now, I think, I had a dream about two new alters. One was a little girl--I dreamed that I discovered her message on a forum that was something along the lines of "help me." The other seemed very rough and angry with the little girl. At first I was upset, but then the more I thought about it, the more the little girl seemed...manipulative? Bad? Like she was basically trying to get everyone worried about her, but it was all part of a game to her?

I seem to understand better when I'm close to sleeping. I tried looking down there when I was in bed a day or so after that and Devon [who is a "soul guardian" and guards down Below and keeps them separate from up Above] was like NO you IDIOT you are NOT allowed down here at any cost! :oops: But I still managed to learn a bit more.

The little girl's name is Lolita, but she goes by Lolly. She is young, but I don't know how young. She dresses a bit in sweet lolita fashion, I think, and has blonde ringlet curls, just like...trying to look like a sweet child, I think? But her eyes look dead. :shock: So it gives it away. I think she's actually a d*mon. :?

The other alter's name is Karenina. I don't know how old she is. She has a trench coat and wears military-style clothes. She has tons of hair that changes color.

If I understood it right, I was NEVER supposed to know that Lolly existed--something happened [perhaps Freak waking up--we have a fragment named Freak who was sleeping in the tunnel that connects Above to Below--I'm sorry, I know that sounds confusing, but it's the best way I can describe it :oops: ], and apparently she sort of broke away from Karenina's control and came into my dreams.

I tried to find out more and Devon got mad at me again, oops. She impressed upon me more how Lolly needs to NEVER be let out because she wants to hurt people. Just for the joy of hurting people. D: It's how she gets her kicks. And I know when I was hearing that, I was being guarded by Devon and dreamer [who's a guardian angel and internal protector], and there was a shadowy...something. Off to one side. It didn't feel so great. :?

Does anyone else ever learn about alters in dreams? Can anyone else look into their internal world like that? Normally, I can't very well at all. It seems like the only time I can is when I'm close to going to sleep and then I can sort of look in there and see what's going on. It feels very weird.
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Re: In dreams...

Postby LittleRedDog » Tue Jul 19, 2011 12:21 pm

I've had a lot of alters "reveal" in dreams. C & G definitely came to my attention in dreams. Of course, when they did it, I didn't have any clue what they were even suddenly was aware of these distinctive "characters" in my head. I talked to G and loved her very much because she was so protective and she could do things I couldn't do. I initially thought C was very cool but we never really talked until years later.
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