New here- some backstory and some questions. Possibly trig

Thanks for sharing your information with me and if you don't mind my asking, are you able to now have a relationship with your mom?

It's my intention to visit her in a few weeks and tell her I know about the people inside her. I've never talked to her about her DID before and I have no idea how she'll react. It's a little nerve-wracking inside because her bad alters' abuse was the cause of the youths in my system and I am still amnesic for much of what I suffered from her. I kind of have no idea how she'll react. My guess is she'll admit it right away with relief, it would just be going any further into the actual abuse, either of her children or from her family members, that might cause the (protective) monster to arise from within. But she's in her 80s and it's a little difficult to be afraid for my safety anymore. I don't think I'd sleep in her house though, for the toddlers' sake.