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Troubling Writings...? *Maybe triggering?*

Postby LunaSyko » Thu Jun 02, 2011 4:06 am

So, one of my many ways to keep my life (semi) organized is to write down events that I think are important to me. Now, I do this in a sense of writing a book. I replay the events of that important in my head as best as i can and write it. Obviously, it always from my point of view, but I switch between first person and third person depending on my mood.

Anyways. I was scrolling through it, simply reliving my memories and I found something new written in it. And well, I don't know if I should worry about how... Uhm... Thoughtful it is... Here's a section from it. (It's nearly two pages so, I don't want to post all of it) And, of course, you don't have to read all of it. You can just sort of skim it and get the gist of them.

I'm not saying all revolutions and strikes are wrongfully created, if I were saying that, I would surely be in the wrong. But, what I am saying is that people are weak. They are easily manipulated by simple phrases that strike a specific emotion, which is more than often rage, and once manipulated they are molded into beast with fangs the size of their fake rage and a hunger for blood and what they now view as wrong.


Why do people go insane? Is it because there was a fault in the making of their brain? Was it simply a crack in their protein chain that was waiting for that one event to cause it to snap? The snapping of the protein? possibly released a sort of chemical into the mind that allowed the brain to function on another level and still be alive? Perhaps, insanity is caused by a person awakening their mind and allowing it to process on totally new level of comprehension. The unlocking of the knowledge that had been buried deep within our minds would surely be traumatic, maybe even to the point of losing all ties to what we know as normal. Our brains functioning on the level it does when we are asleep- nonstop- is truly a frightening thought, if you actually think about it. We would be able to calculate every detail in our life and then come up with a hand full of scenarios that included each object in a matter of seconds.


Those people would, no doubt, suffer from the symptoms of what most would call insanity, but they would also be able to solve puzzles that no man could solve. They could manipulate people so well that they could create an army of brainwashed citizens who would die in the name of them. Is what I'm saying really so farfetched? Every genius that has their names imprinted in every world history book would be dubbed legally insane in today's world. Every musical or artistic person that has ever been mention would be labeled as crazy. Leaders who have created nations that were strong enough to make the entire world tremble were all insane. But, how could this be? Aren't insane people simply men and women who cannot think and babble nonsense words at the air while they sit in a white padded room? It's clear that's not the case. Obviously there are many levels of insanity. I wish I could speak of these levels, but I have not yet discovered those levels of madness. I am but one child in a sea of many people. My words will not be heard. My cries will be ignored. All I can do is sit by and watch as our race allows itself to be ruled by people who have been corrupted by the taste of insanity.



So, those are just exerts from her very long passage. She talks about the Human brain and Insanity. She even talks a little bit about Hitler. But... I dunno... For some reason I feel like I should be worried about the way she's talking. I dunno, maybe I'm just freaking out.
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Re: Troubling Writings...? *Maybe triggering?*

Postby sev0n » Thu Jun 02, 2011 3:09 pm

I see no reason for worry.

It's honest and brazen thoughts! Those should be cherished, not frowned upon.
I see no intent to hurt in the writings. Seeing truth is a great gift.

Perhaps just assure her that DID is not insanity, but yes, others in the world are indeed troubled to the point of insanity.
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