I scored myself on the DES again today. Here are my scores:
2011.05 47
2011.06 55
2011.07 33
2012.03 62
My DES score is higher now because (a) I am hearing voices (alters) and experiencing other forms of passive influence far more often, (b) I am having (or am becoming more aware of having) more episodes of dissociative amnesia, and (c) I am having more frequent episodes of depersonalization and derealization. The episodes do not last long now because my grounding skills are better. Also, now my knowledge of what is happening is deeper and I am far more able to tolerate everything. I find it reassuring to know that everything I am experiencing is
normal for someone who has a dissociative disorder, it is treatable, I am getting appropriate treatment, and I am healing.
Just for kicks today I also did the schizophrenia assessment on the same website (link below). My score was in the severe range and the boilerplate text result was:
Higher Levels of Experience Associated With Schizophrenia or Psychotic Disorders, But Mitigating Factors
Your answers to this schizophrenia screening test fall into a range which suggests higher levels of experiences which might, under the careful evaluation of a psychiatrist, be considered clinically significant. However, you also reported one or more of the following mitigating factors which ordinarily preclude (or at least complicate) a diagnosis of schizophrenia or other psychotic disorders:
[...] 4. You reported that the experiences highlighted by the quiz have not caused significant impairment in your work, relationships or social activities, or your ability to look after yourself.
This screening test asks many questions about
Schneiderian first-rank symptoms: hearing voices, etc. Schneiderian first-rank symptoms were first described as hallmarks of schizophrenia but are now known to be more typical of a major dissociative disorder. One question asks if I think I can read minds. Of course, answering "Yes, definitely" contributes to my high score. But my answer reflects reality, not psychosis: other people tell me I seem to read their minds.
DID Forum: Dissociative Experiences ScaleCounsellingResource.com: Schizophrenia Test and Early Psychosis Indicator (STEPI, Version 2011.1)
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