Does this sound like DID... or... something else...

Hey guys. Nat here.

So, I had my first T visit yesterday. She pulled me aside just when I was going to my 2nd period class (Just to remind you guys I'm still in high school and so my T is seeing me every week at school, but she's from the hospital nearby). and we talked. It was supposed to be a "Get to know me" first session, but it wound out taking almost ALL of 2nd period. We talked about almost everything. I'm still unsure of how to tell her about the others. I'm really terrified, because even though I'm 18, an adult, I just don't feel comfortable. I know she has confidentiality and all, and she can't get my parents involved, but... I dunno.

I did tell her about how the adderall "made me hear voices" (I kind of winged it because I was scared) and she asked if I hear voices still, and I lied. I couldn't bring myself to tell her. My boyfriend was waiting outside and I just don't feel comfortable telling him just yet about what's really been going on. I don't want to drive him away. I don't wanna drive anyone away.

Anyway, I've been keeping a diary on my phone starting Thursday? I don't remember. The first entry was sent to my email, but the rest as of now are on my phone.

I'll keep you guys updated.

Nat