What do you do?

What do you do with the people who keep hurting you? I want to run away from them but I can't because thery are my parent and my sister. They are the people who made me DID but they don't really know themselves at all. How do you deal with this?

You keep yourself safe, always. If it isn't possible to completely sever ties, then you discuss ways to remain safe with your therapist. You create rules to follow when you are in their presence, and you make sure everyone inside who may have dealings with them understand that they have to follow these rules. If you have a protector in your system, you put them in charge to make sure you stay safe.

Thanks Seanetal for the quick reply. I am a protector. It seems like, I am going to break down everytime I finish with them.

I just understand why everyone inside never want to live. I always thought I don't get along with them but it turn out to be, I am afraid of them. They are a cause of my people fear. I am able to make my DID better but it just make me scare them more.