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crap really hit the fan today

Postby chibixal » Sun Jan 23, 2011 5:41 am

So I've started therapy about a month ago and of course there are some things I can't lie about so I told my mom I was seeing a therapist and she had me talk to someone about medication. Well today I took my first dose of abilify. My mom sorta had a breakdown and beat it out of me why I am going to therapy and that I have d.I.d. well she wasn't too happy and she was clearly upset and didn't understand at all then she told me about a lot of things about my father that sounded fishy. I'm not sure what happen when I was little but this talk with my mom seemed to shift something inside me. Then later I was cutting up some stuff for supper tomorrow and my dad who had a stroke and is now paralyzed on his right side was trying to talk to me and I got dizzy then my hearing faded and then my eyesight closed in and I could hear my little rose talking telling me she felt sick then the next thing I know I'm laying in my bed. My husband then told me I had switched little rose came out and told my husband she fell and she was sick. He got her a cookie and a juice and after that I was back. My blood sugar was only 63 and my blood pressure was 93/60 which was low as well. It did feel like a slow motio? switch to me but I'm not sure. I'm just wondering why I passed out ? Because john found me on the ground passed out and he took me too the bed room where I had woke as little rose. But I don't understand was it the medication or being overwhelmed from the talk with my mom? I feel dizzy right now actually so leave me your opinions because I can't remember much and I can't tell what it was caused from.
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Re: crap really hit the fan today

Postby NeedHelp1234 » Sun Jan 23, 2011 7:57 am

It can be both the meds and the stress trust me whenever you start something new it can mess with everything! Don't worry becaus everyone reacts differently to different stuff. Your mom sounds confusing because she begged you to tell her what the problem was then she got mad at the problem she wanted to know about?? That sounds wierd to me so I hope she gets it soon or maybe she can learn more about DID?
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Re: crap really hit the fan today

Postby salted lipstick » Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:56 am

wow, I'm sorry to hear you had such a bad day... hope tomorrow is a bit better and that you get used to the meds ok...

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Re: crap really hit the fan today

Postby chibixal » Sun Jan 23, 2011 4:21 pm

I thinly she was more mad about the fact that I hid it from her and told other family and not her. So she was very upset and she said she didn't know how much more she really wanted to learn about this d.I.d. thing (her works not mine.) Anyways. I don't know how to help her with this at all.
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Re: crap really hit the fan today

Postby NeedHelp1234 » Sun Jan 23, 2011 10:01 pm

Maybe you and your therapist can have a talk with her together. That might help if it's in a private, more constructive place besides home.
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