good days

Hey everyone, just wanted to say hi and let you know things are going pretty good lately. No self injury or anything to worry about. Things going good. Just wanted to let you know you can have good days too.

thats a really sweet thought, it reminds me of a new song my band mates made up, called 'Best Days'. made me feel so much better when they played it. I'm glad you're feeling good, well at least at the time you wrote this(even if it was almost a month ago). it's a nice uplifting thought.
Keep it going!
love Harri
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Hi kferrell,

Just read your posts. I'm glad to see that you have had good days. I'd had real struggles with depression. Integration has been hard work for me and taken alot of time. There are times when I just endure the days. As of late, I've gotten some relief.

I would remind you that there are others out there that are fighting the same sorts of feelings as you. You are not alone and you can get better. Maybe not wonderful, but you can have more better days as therapy goes on. I would encourage you to fight to make a healthy choices for yourself. You are worth it. Heallth is worth the fight.

What did you decide to do with regard to your son. Has your therapist and your son had a chat?

All the best,

Shrinkrapper

Sorry to say that my son still holds great annimosity towards one of the alters named Kathy. He wont come around much any more because she is too aggressive. It hurts deep down inside to know that your own son doesn't want to see you because of another alter. I call him regularly and sometimes he actually answers his phone and we get to talk for a bit.

It's hard being me. I lost my job due to switching at work. I only knew this happened because other employees would make comments about passive aggressive behavior, and i would loose time throughout the day.


I am looking for work now but no one has returned any contacts that I've made. I hope my former boss isn't saying I am a multiple personality or i wont ever find a job.

I am pretty depressed about the whole thing and i cry alot when i am alone. inside i cry alot too.

Welp, I guess thats it for now. thanks for asking about my son Shrinkrapper.

Kferrell