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by Alia » Sun Sep 26, 2010 9:15 pm
I don't really expect much of a response but am writing this because someone told me to come here with this. So, here goes.
I've been getting these writings in my journal that I can't make out. Seem like they were written by a person or thing that can't write well and I can't understand. I don't know what to do. It doesn't seem that my mind is around much anymore to deal with it. Seems that I'm gone more than I'm here and deal too much with flashes. Really don't know what i'm saying. Does anyone have suggestions.
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by canolime » Sun Sep 26, 2010 10:40 pm
It's probably from little alters (kids). Can you make out the letters, just not the what words they spell out, or can you not make out the letters either? If you can make out the letters, can you type it out here (or in a PM to me)? I can try to translate it for you. Or if you can't tell what the letters are, is there any way you could scan it and send the image to me? Maybe I can tell what it says...
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by Alia » Mon Sep 27, 2010 12:49 am
U alstublieft niet laat ze pijn doen mij. Ik wil niet naar huis gaan. Zij stellen slecht dingen in mijn onder en pijn doen mij. Veel mannen afkomstig en verkrachting mij. Iemand helpt u mij.
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by lolointerupted » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:01 am
I am gonna try to help....if I can....
Alot of these words are German/en
So partial translation is
U alstublieft non laat ze pijn doen mij. Ik wil not to go home. They are slecht things in my onder en pijn doen mij. Many men earned en verkrachting mij. Iemand helps u mij
I could be wrong though the words with no translation in root look German also. Not sure though.
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by watching&waiting » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:03 am
Alia wrote:U alstublieft niet laat ze pijn doen mij. Ik wil niet naar huis gaan. Zij stellen slecht dingen in mijn onder en pijn doen mij. Veel mannen afkomstig en verkrachting mij. Iemand helpt u mij.
you all(?) night last the (?) (?) done me. I will never (?) house again. (?) (?) (?) doing in (?) order in? (?) does me. We'll (?) (?) in? (? this sounds german) me. Letme? help you me.
That's what I get out of this.
If it's useful.
Might be helpful to find someone who speaks a germanic language that isn't english on the board?
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by Alia » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:06 am
thanks for what you got. I don't speak german. there are some people in my father's temple of set that speak dutch which is similar.
I don't know. there are many symbols and those words. i'm so scared of all of this, I don't know what to do. i don't know if they are warning me of something or threatening me or what. I don't know this language. This scares me so bad.
Thanks anyway.
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by lolointerupted » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:12 am
Alia wrote:thanks for what you got. I don't speak german. there are some people in my father's temple of set that speak dutch which is similar.
I don't know. there are many symbols and those words. i'm so scared of all of this, I don't know what to do. i don't know if they are warning me of something or threatening me or what. I don't know this language. This scares me so bad.
Thanks anyway.
Ahh I am sorry. She will keep working on it when she comes back. She came out to see what you wrote but not now so I have to wait. When she comes back I see if she can look at it again.
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by canolime » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:17 am
You're right: it is dutch. I checked
I entered it into this free translator site, but those sites can translate in kind of a crappy way... but you still get the general idea from it

Anyway, this is what the translator said:
"You please do not let want to do she me. I do not want to go to house. They put compete badly in my under and pain do me. Many men originating and rape me. Someone help you me"
So I would guess it really says something like "Please do not let her do this to me. I do not want to go to the house. They put really bad things in me and caused me pain. Many men came and raped me. Someone help me."
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by Alia » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:26 am
Do you think the people from the temple did it in my journal? I don't know what's going on. I don't know dutch at all.
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by canolime » Mon Sep 27, 2010 1:32 am
Alia wrote:Do you think the people from the temple did it in my journal? I don't know what's going on. I don't know dutch at all.
No, no. Your alters are writing it. I know you don't know dutch, but alters can speak languages that their host can't.... it's pretty cool.
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