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by Alia » Wed Sep 22, 2010 1:19 am
Canolime, Cadence
Thank you for the input. You have given me a little bit of hope. That counselor had really kind of ticked me off because he made it sound like I had been given a life sentence so to speak when I want death. I was none too happy about that. I also didn't like the way in which he put the info to me. Almost like a dare.
You guys made it not so scary and I thank you for that. The idea that there may be some child that survived in me is a little bit hopeful. I never knew a kid me. I was always a me that had very adult thing happening, you know?
Also the fact that there might be a part that actually wants me to not be hurt is helpful. It seems everyone wants to hurt me.
If you do not ask yourself what it is you know, you will go on listening to others and change will not come because you will not hear your own truth.
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by canolime » Wed Sep 22, 2010 1:46 am
That counselor sounds awesome at "helping" people
Alia wrote:The idea that there may be some child that survived in me is a little bit hopeful. I never knew a kid me. I was always a me that had very adult thing happening, you know?
Yeah, I know. It's nice having a kid part. Since you didn't get to be a kid, you can try to give them what you didn't have. It'll help both you and the kids
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by gwilly » Wed Sep 22, 2010 5:53 am
Some people try to use mind trickery. "Maybe if I say it's impossible, she won't even try." It's dangerous, because they are guessing your motivations. I don't see it as right for them to give you a false impression regardless of what they think it will accomplish.
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by canolime » Wed Sep 22, 2010 6:10 am
gwilly wrote:Some people try to use mind trickery. "Maybe if I say it's impossible, she won't even try." It's dangerous, because they are guessing your motivations. I don't see it as right for them to give you a false impression regardless of what they think it will accomplish.
You're right - that's probably what he was doing.
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by Alia » Wed Sep 22, 2010 10:49 pm
u canlim tak ali on heer? me ty tak her no unsan me tak her. u tel me no wan go dady. me no go hom. me tay kewl. i wan toy. dolci do owi. i no wan go hom to dady an momy. i lik pudin.
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by canolime » Wed Sep 22, 2010 11:46 pm
Alia wrote:u canlim tak ali on heer? me ty tak her no unsan me tak her. u tel me no wan go dady. me no go hom. me tay kewl. i wan toy. dolci do owi. i no wan go hom to dady an momy. i lik pudin.
madison
Hi, Madison
Yes, I talk to Alia. I will tell her you don't want to go back home, okay? Did you write in the notebook, sweetie?
I told her to get you a toy

What toy do you want?
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by Alia » Thu Sep 23, 2010 12:02 am
me wan doly. me wan dolci no mor ouch it hur bad pac. me wit ali no unsan. fen wit my nam. i wan pudin an loly. u lik me cher wit yu
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by canolime » Thu Sep 23, 2010 12:10 am
Okay, I'll tell her you want a dolly, and pudding and a lolly
I'm sorry you have an ouchy

Alia is trying to stop that from happening.
How old are you?
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by Alia » Thu Sep 23, 2010 12:25 am
me dat mush 4 yer. tank yu mis canlim i cher wit yu
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by canolime » Thu Sep 23, 2010 12:35 am
4 is a nice age

You're welcome, sweetie. Thanks, I would like that
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