New and quite terrified

Phyxius wrote:I don't mind answering those questions. If I do then I will just avoid them. I don't really have memories of being her, maybe just snippets or movie clips or sound bites. I have some knowledge of her life. The permission was given for the book with no reservations at the time. We had been in the S.A.F.E treatment facility for sometime and felt comfortable and safe. The interviews were conducted there at the treatment facility. When the book came out, time had passed and we were back at home in Fl.

Okay. It doesn't sound to me, like you were ever "Sue". I think DID would explain your situation, quite nicely.

Phyxius wrote:You also have to realize that when someone writes about you they can color things by their word usage. Marilee was absolutely honest about me, but I didn't like how she said some things. I wish you had a copy of the book so you could understand. Some of us in here do want to be heard and understood. On the other hand there are a couple who are doing everything to remain secretive and then there's Bailey, the one out 75% of the time= clueless dolt. She's gonna get us all killed and Angel is gonna do it, those two are napalm and a zippo.

Yeah, I understand about the word usage. I kind of wish I had a copy, too. Posting here is a good way to be heard, at least in some form (as long as it doesn't get edited ). Well, once you guys learn to work things out, I'm sure it won't be so bad. Once everyone learns to accept the whole DID diagnosis, you can work on everything else.

Phyxius wrote:

canolime wrote:Your name was legally changed (by someone inside) without your consent?

basicly she took away "sue's" nam after she died or went away or what ever happended. frist nam middle nam last nam all change. not ask.
she fill out paper at court house and we fine out when judge send order telling us we have new nam.
why everybudy call her "sue"?

Okay, got it. Do you know who actually went to the courthouse to change the name?

We're calling her "Sue" because the person who made the first post, didn't want anyone to know the real name So she's pretending Sue was the name.

Do you mind if I ask you what your name is?

Phyxius wrote:I know I really real I do not like all the trouble

Angel is always mad.I am scard. Angel hurt.

my name I tell is Caleb.

It's nice to meet you, Caleb

I know it's a mess right now, but when you guys learn to talk about things more, it will get better. I'm sorry you're scared

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Phyxius wrote:me caleb

jesse cries for wendi say wendi is dead that was name lone time ago

Do you know why Wendi died? She might not be dead... she could just be in a deep sleep.

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Phyxius wrote:Angel mad at wendi tired of always bad things hapen to her wendi hided all time
Angel take wendi to dad house. dad do bad things angel make wendi stay out for all of time then wendi was gone forevr
Now angel mad at bay and I scard

That was really mean of Angel

Bailey is the one who made the first post here, right? Do you guys have a therapist, right now?

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Phyxius wrote:Bailey don't like therapy or therapist. She thinks they are fake and that we are fake. She only cares about going to college and what people at college will think. Bailey was the one that wrote the first message. She thinks a pill will make me go away. Bailey is the one who drives and if she doesn't want to go to therapy then we won't go. Besides Jessica only wants to talk to Miss Lisa (our former therapist) she still asks for her constantly.
BTW, nice to meet you I'm Delana. I think it's good that some of the others had a day to be heard. I'm sure when a couple of the others see these-- it may be gone.

Hi, Delana! It's nice to meet you, too
Ah, that might make it difficult I don't understand how Bailey can be so far in her denial, when you're this active. How old is the body? Yeah, pills don't work for DID I've actually heard they can make things worse. Jessica liked the old therapist? Is there any way you could get Miss Lisa back?

Phyxius wrote:I hope it will be a warning to anyone who reads it to not leave therapy and run away for years. Wendi never really believed, she's gone and now Bailey not only doesn't believe but is terrified of therapists. I'm going to try to get a handle on this before it gets too far gone but I think I'm going to have to find a way to get a professional involved. Unfortunately, for whatever reason the 5 year old has more power in our cast of characters than I seem to. Bailey seems to have most power but Angel has ways to take ultimate power. It's a bloody mess.

So Wendi didn't believe it either? That stinks. Why is Bailey scared of therapists? Because of what happened with the book?
I think getting a professional involved (if you can) would be a good idea. I've heard of some kid alters having more power than the adult ones. Does Angel want to go to therapy?

canolime wrote:Hi, Delana!