the end

so my girlfriend of 3 months...the only person we've ever loved just ended it tonight. some #######4 about how she cant be with me, she has to be with her ex instead... its too much for me to handle, i cant deal with this, i've felt pain before, i've been abused so much in my life but nothings comparing to this abandonment.

it'll probably kill me because of my alcohol allergy but i just cant handle it, i just drank half a bottle of whiskey. imo its not suicide if im allready dead, and she killed me an hour ago.

my skins turning red and i cant see, no doubt someones gonna find me and get me an epi shot and ill be in the ER for the next day or 2, that or kill me, whichever works. ill see you guys then

I hope you pull through Johnny, and land right back on your feet. What she did was very wrong and beyond ridiculous. An ex is an ex for a goddamn good reason, going back to him was just stupid and terrible to you.

Please be safe, John.

thank you bates. jack saw what i did last night and made us throw up most of the booze in the toilet, we just sorta laid in bed all dizzy for the rest of the night.... im just so surprised as to what happened

apparently she never left her old boyfriend for me, she just put things on hold with him, now she is back with him and she keeps going on about how she cant keep hurting people, shes not going to tell him about us, and just be with him....i thought i was the crazy one, why is it that the sane people are the ones who dont make sense?

Well I'd tell ya it's cuz women are retarded, but I'm not sure how the gals here in our happy little forum would appreciate that statement.

Did ya mention how badly she hurt you, and what a rotten bitch she is? And that she doesn't deserve you OR the poor ex she keeps under her thumb?

im too nice to do that

i told her how much shes hurting me. and tried to convince her not to do it but told her that the biggest part of loving someone isnt holding on, its knowing when to let them go. so i let her go

Well if cheers ya up, I got shot down asking a girl out at work cuz I'm "too young for her"

((((john))))
that sounds awful... she obviously really hurt your feelings , and in a really awful way too some people are just mean when it comes to relationships, you didn't deserve to be hurt like that...

I totally agree though, the sane people often make the least sense!

xx

Harri wrote:
I totally agree though, the sane people often make the least sense!

xx

no kidding.one reason my ex left was because i wasnt home enough.$#%^ i was home all morning,home if i had nothing to do,home with her and the kids at night.she leaves me for some truck driver she met online that is onle home 2 days a week!!WTF is up with that?

thank you guys for your support. its a lonely depressing life but i dont have to be alone when i got friends and people who care like you guys

There ya go, Johnny-boy! That's a great attitude right there. Glad to be here for ya.