Rollercoaster...

possibly triggering.




This has been a very roller coaster week. Too many emotions, happy sad, stressful, frustrated, money, (which is an emotion just to let you know), memories... like blue turtle faces and rainbow colored rooms. stories like bone crushing words like chains babies and blood. refrigerators cover the night with a warmth of regret and and silence of loss. I cover the the dawn with a promise. And veil the truth with a song. The words are like an ashtray and ashes like my ears.

witht he way you write I can almost see the emotions...
want to feel content and not so spaced and open, yet in a way the spaceyness is addicting. wanting to spin becaus eit seems like nobody else will understand
((((hug))))

I don't remember posting this.
~Amber

((((((hugs)))))) hope you are feeling better. i've been losing a lot of time lately myself. it sucks! i guess all we can do is just ride it out. glad you posted. very poetic and well put!

benny

Yah I like the poem, I would like to know who posted, I want to give them a hug!
thanks for replying!

give them a hug from me too. ((((((((((hug)))))))))))

benny

(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Lark)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Sorry you're having it rough.. hope you feel better soon!