New place in the inner world

So um can you just suddenly discover there's a place you've never heard of before? I've been really struggling trying to understsnd whats going on with me and the others. When theyre not around, I always pictured them having their own rooms in a corridor system kind of shaped like a H on its side. Cara is our alter who kind of controls stuff inside. And she has great knowledge of the inner workings. She also decides who fronts.

I was thinking about the inner world and some alters I havent seen in a long time. And i was like "well, I wonder where they are, I hope theyre ok." And I hear her say "Oh, they're fine. They're in the garden" um sorry??? The garden? What garden! She shows me an image of the two alters running around playing in this garden type place. I about broke down & started crying. I doubt myself all the time but thinking you know everything and realising you have no idea about this whole area & that these alters who id wondered about for years are just chilling there, it really scared me because I was so surprised & i dont really have an explanation for why i'd be surprised if i was faking it like i keep trying to convince myself I am. It also freaks me out because like if I didnt know about the gardens or where they had gone, what else don't I know? What else has Cara not told me? She must've had a reason not to, so what's the reason? Yeah, um so is this a thing that happens?