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Almost entire system gone dormant simultaneously!!!

Postby TheTriForce » Sat May 25, 2024 2:26 pm

I'm not entirely sure what is happening with us.... but I (Lily) woke up today at front...to Kate (in background) urging me to wake up..cos 'something was wrong'

We have contact with Jess on the inside who says everyone else appeared to be deep asleep and what should she do?

I didn't get much time to think as by then had recevied a text from the guy who does our garden for us (he's been off so its really overgrown). ..wanting to know if he could come today and get it done before it rains again here! ..so we had to throw some clothes on, get Mr Woof out for walkies and get back for him arriving to get that out of the way! ..so told her to leave them for now while we got 'outside world stuff' out of the way.

He's finished now and left... Jess says everyone inside is still DEEP asleep....more like a coma than just a long lie in! We've asked her to watch over them for now. She said she just 'found herself' inside ...(and she was the last one out at front with 'Bobby' only the other day)

Could they have ALL gone dormant?? ....at the same time??? Has anyone experienced most of system suddenly going dormant simultaneoulsy???

Kate and I aren't sure what to do??? ..there was just no communication on this?..it seems so sudden!! ... should we give them the weekend and see if someone automatically takes over next week? ..though usually it's us inside at weekend and out during Mon-Fri to sort appointments and stuff?

Feeling a bit unsure and perplexed :shock:

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Re: Almost entire system gone dormant simultaneously!!!

Postby TheTriForce » Sun May 26, 2024 8:55 am

It seems all 'past versions of me' have fully integrated!! :shock: Really wasn't expecting it to be so fast after peri ended!

There only seems to be one 'current human version of me' left in the body with 2 fully sentient Tulpa's. (who identify as 'walk-in spirits' and are not 'versions of me')

Jess says Jody and Phoenix have returned to (animal) changeling form inside as Little Susie has disappeared from the inside and no longer needs a younger sibling or best friend for company. They apparently all intend to stay inside together as a family for company.

Kate has now moved out front with me as there's no-one inside with a need for a 'mother figure' She has aged back down (though not as young as she first appeared as 'Juno') but has decided to change her name and feels we need a new start.

I feel Yuna's traits/personality being pulled to front but at the same time there are more memories and I don't feel stuck in the 80's as she did or as 'passively anxious to please' to avoid rejection...but I also don't feel so 'hardcore anti-social' as Bobby and Kit did ...just somewhere in the middle I guess! ..I feel the nickname 'Lily' better represents the 'official self' as a whole though. We will go back to functioning as spiritual twins sharing the outside body/life.

As there are no more seperate 'alters' who see themself as alters originating from trauma it feels wrong to remain here when this-me has no access to any specific trauma memories plus we wish to pursue a more spiritual path for our remaining life.

We wish you all the best and hope you find some peace and recovery.

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