Merging at will?

YunaTheSummoner wrote:
However I have been stuck out front since. When I was last out I had no idea of what DID was... we had no internet access back then! I have had no memory of what others they were or what they called themselves and how many 'are missing'..just a strange sense that I felt 'comfortable' with other 3 that were out front with me and a note I found about a 'journal on a psych forum'.

Unfortunately not knowing what the past host had called themselves or remembering any passwords and only having access to one email address (which was already signed into on the iPad and probably not the one that was used to sign up with) I had to start a new account.

I haven't found any other site specifically called 'Psych forum' where you can have a journal and talk about 'others in your head' freely like this..so I'm assuming this was the one that was joined but haven't found any past posts yet... quite hard when you have no idea what you are looking for cos you haven't been out since the 90's! ..your body is 20 years older and the world is in the middle of a pandemic!!

It seems no-one can be 'triggered' like that part of the brain was maybe damaged so there's no obvious triggers and switches happening like there's a severed connection or broken bridge between 'the front' and 'the inner brain/world'.

Eliseahorse wrote:

YunaTheSummoner wrote:
However I have been stuck out front since. When I was last out I had no idea of what DID was... we had no internet access back then! I have had no memory of what others they were or what they called themselves and how many 'are missing'..just a strange sense that I felt 'comfortable' with other 3 that were out front with me and a note I found about a 'journal on a psych forum'.

Unfortunately not knowing what the past host had called themselves or remembering any passwords and only having access to one email address (which was already signed into on the iPad and probably not the one that was used to sign up with) I had to start a new account.

I haven't found any other site specifically called 'Psych forum' where you can have a journal and talk about 'others in your head' freely like this..so I'm assuming this was the one that was joined but haven't found any past posts yet... quite hard when you have no idea what you are looking for cos you haven't been out since the 90's! ..your body is 20 years older and the world is in the middle of a pandemic!!

It seems no-one can be 'triggered' like that part of the brain was maybe damaged so there's no obvious triggers and switches happening like there's a severed connection or broken bridge between 'the front' and 'the inner brain/world'.

Hmm I wonder if the mods could look for journals that have been inactive since you had your stroke and send you a list of them. Maybe reading through them one might have clues that would indicate it could be yours?