Extreme hyper awareness over body image

HI

Thanks, this is Kit.

Susan started with good intentions this morning but wanted the Mii to be her name and choice of Mii so spent ages setting it up then went into the game and of course it weighs you first! That was difficult because you have to hold the wii U gamepad up and we struggle with balance and putting full weight on the left leg. Managed to trick it to get a good weight. (stood it up on a couple of boxes placed on rollator seat just in front of us, but of course once its weighed you it changes the Mii to reflect your weight!!

Susan's lovely slim MIi acquired a spare tyre instantly!!! ..she wasn't amused!!! ..then the damn batteries went in the balance board, so she's gone back inside in an huff! ..complete waste of what could have been a good hour exercising!

Don't know why she can't keep using the other Mii that Maddie had set up cos we'd (me and Maddie) unlocked all the exercises between us! ..and it keeps sending you back to the menu if you won't allow internet access/sharing your MIi etc. They must have changed the settings in the last update now most people are online these days! ..and the other Mii is nice and slim cos I last weighed in on that one when I'd got us down to 9st 3! ..we're a good 4 and half stone heavier!!

Anyway think we need to switch to the weight loss tablets from the menopause place now,cos I think we've got off all the water that's gonna come off! No sunday roast for us today. Just a protein shake for breakfast and an omelette later and water all day!

I'm sure she'll come back soon. unfortunately as she's spent over 30yrs on the inside trying to preserve life at the point before the body first went deaf/her mum got cancer the first time she's been stuck at 15 so long. Other Host have been running life since the beginning of the nineties!

We told her you can't just erase over 30 years and carry on as if none of it happened! but what can you do???

Kit

It's much easier to focus now there's not constant switching or arguing about whose coming out or doing what.

The down side is I have to deal with interactions and the gardener is due this morning and the food shop this afternoon. I do have Phoenix who can 'be' whoever is needed, when I let her through to the front. She had to stay out to receive communication from the Guardians and relay it to me as unfortunately I have no telepathic abilities myself! But she is also limited and not allowed to do anything that requires excess energy like going back in to transform to 'let off steam'.

I've managed to make a phone call myself for the first time in years (on the minicom, cos thats the way we've always contacted the GP surgery)..Basically I put another number in front of the surgeries number so a relay operator joins the call, they speak what I type to the person on the other end and type back to me what they said. So got a blood test booked!

Switched Wii back to old account so could access all the unlocked games/exercises and did some light stretching and did eggs for breakfast.

Think I'm going to try the Taco's I saw @gremandco recommend in an earlier post for dinner later when the fresh stuff arrives.

So today is a 'big day' for me as it will be the first time I have interacted face-to face as me 'Kit' with strangers (anyone outside immediate family are strangers to me) being the host without a more sociable alter coming forward to do that for many years!

Kit