Journey Thread- Ponyta

Hi,

I'm sorry this happened. I hope the T can help find a solution around this whole mess and solve this situation!

Tons of moral support.

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The G/Hosts.

ArbreMonde wrote:Hi,

I'm sorry this happened. I hope the T can help find a solution around this whole mess and solve this situation!

Tons of moral support.

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The G/Hosts.

Thank you! We greatly appreciate your reply!

If the mess mentioned earlier (in previous posts) wasn't bad enough. Now I'm having problems with a troublemaker again. UGH!!!

The same one I was having problems with before. He took a break for several months, only to come back to cause the same problems he was originally. We NEVER got the problem straightened out in the first place apparently because he is Still acting the same way.

Then if it's not bad enough, he mailed a present to me in the inner world (last night). I know his intentions and because of that I don't want the gift whatsoever. The thing is, I know he WON'T take it back. I can't send it back either because I don't know his address (no one that I asked knows it either). It has no return address on the box, but still I know it was from him because of certain details on the box. UGH!!! I don't know what to do. I know though that I don't want to keep it, especially not because it was from him. (not going into all details, BUT trust me, the full details are outrageous. I might sound mean, but if I wrote all details, my reasoning would make sense.)

Plus I don't want to be mean, but he seriously is aggravating me. I told him to leave me alone several times. I told him I'm willing to talk to him as long as he respects what I'm telling him. I said if you have no intention of doing so, then leave me alone. He laughed about that and walked off. He basically told me that he's not listening to what I'm saying because I'm supposedly lying to him.

Either he has serious issues that he thinks that way, or he is just being a major "annoyance" (I could call him something else, but like I said, I don't want to be mean). He is causing me such aggravation and grievance that I'm super close to punching him. I don't want to do so, but if he keeps it up I just might. I don't even care if I would get thrown in the inner world dungeon at this point. BUT because of the gift now I'll feel even worse if I would punch him. Maybe it's best just to get the protectors involved.

I can't even go to an area in the inner world because of him. Well, I could, BUT he lives somewhere (not sure where, but somewhere) in that area and I REALLY, REALLY don't want him to aggravate me more. That's not helping things with my inner world friends who also live in that area. UGH! I probably should talk to them about that guy again. But even they don't know much about that guy (from asking them before).

Several of my inner world friends already know (from a different area). They are trying to help me, but so far are unsuccessful. Plus I told one of the protectors, who told at least two other protectors today.

Not happy. We need to talk to our T. Now all of a sudden we can't probably for who knows how long. If we even are able to go back. A problem with billing happened all of a sudden.

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I need help with inner world advice, please, if possible.
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The guy I mentioned before, I'll call him Yu. Is causing A LOT of Inner world problems.

This is VERY upsetting.

Trigger Warning

Yu is trying to take our insecurities and fears and turn them against us (to drive a wedge in between me, and my inner world husband). He is doing so because he wants me (he already made that clear to me). Completely Ridiculous! I already told him MULTIPLE times that isn't going to happen. He believes I'm wrong about that.

What can I do about this? He not only is causing problems in the inner world, but EVEN the dream world. He is somehow targeting both of us (I know from what I was told) with ridiculous dreams to try to break our trust with each other. I know that for a fact. I saw him smirking about it (before I woke up). It may sound crazy, but I know for 100% fact he is trying that.

I'm very sad. This issue is VERY distressing.

I do not know what to advise you, but I am stopping by to say that we read, we care, and we send moral support your way. It really sounds like a distressing situation.

We hope that you will find a solution soon.

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Isaïa.

Thank you Isaïa. We appreciate your kind words!

Problem is even worse as of last night. UGH!

If Yu wasn't bad enough, now all of a sudden there is yet another troublemaker.

Why is it that every time there is a troublemaker, even more seem to come to cause chaos at the same time?

UGH!!!!!!

I don't understand it. And this guy (as of last night) said he hates me. So the complete opposite of Yu? I guess anyway. If it is true Yu "wants me".

Plus this "new" guy was rambling on about some kind of trap. I have no clue what he was talking about. He didn't make any sense in what he said, other than telling me that he hates me. He said "it is my fault." What? What is? He said that I know.

I literally feel as if I'm losing my mind. Especially being I have to deal with more than one troublemaker again.

I still can't understand why some troublemakers bother me (and other insiders) nonstop, then take a break for anywhere between days and months, Then cause even more trouble than they did in the first place. It doesn't make sense to me.

-- Wed Jun 02, 2021 1:04 am --

Mind is feeling very strained due to all of this. UGH! Very sad and irritated. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

-- Wed Jun 02, 2021 1:05 am --

Oh, and I forgot to mention the scary dreams.

I also forgot to mention. Ever since the troublemakers started up again, someone in the inner world is scared of every little noise (or something).

Like the floorboards (or something) crack every now and then (in our outer world home). They hear it and get SUPER scared.

I don't know if someone is scaring them in the inner world, or what is going on, BUT I feel their extreme fear. That in turn scares me.

Then both of us are SUPER scared.


Then again we are having SUPER Scary dreams again. My dream scared me so bad last night. I have no clue what that thing was (in my dream) but it was awful.

I see what happened. A bunch of troublemakers teamed up with each other. That's why it is worse now. UGH!

They aren't working with Yu, but they are in their own way helping him cause chaos (Just because they find it funny, they told me so). How lovely.

Very sad. I want to talk to my inner friends, and due to all of this going on, I keep getting sidetracked. Plus I can't go to certain areas in the inner world right now (Unless of course I want to possibly run into those troublemakers even more).

Certain areas of the inner world (NOT all) are so blurry, I can hardly see anything. Plus I just feel VERY, VERY Sad.

Why can't we all just get along?


Any ideas to help try to get peace? Even if it's just temporary? I tried talking to them, but it is A LOT harder when they are in a group. I've already tried numerous techniques that I found worked for previous troublemakers. Unfortunately, nothing seems to be working with these guys.

The ones I managed to speak to said that they find my distress amusing. They claim nothing will make them stop because they are getting their revenge by tormenting me.

Where as Yu is only on my case because he wants me to change my mind, and date him. Which I told him that isn't going to happen. I told him several times already that I refuse to hurt my inner world husband. He can't get that through his head. I kindly asked him if he likes any of the other inner world women (other than me), he replied he only wants me. Ridiculous! And there I thought I could maybe help him find someone else (who is single), who maybe would be willing to go with him. He knows I'm already married, but doesn't seem to care. UGH!

I don't know what to do. There are 3 in the tormenting group, and then there is Yu (working alone, as far as I know). Yu is causing tremendous distress alone, not to mention now having to deal with 3 others on top of that. 1 of the group of 3 was causing trouble before too, then took a break, just to bother me even worse now. 2 of the 3, I haven't seen before (as far as I know).

hey so i'm cutting into our host's journey thread or whatever this is. but I have a question myself. she has no clue who i am first of all. i come from an area she didn't even discover yet. but I was spying on the others for quite some time. all of them from her area claim something in our childhood happened the way they say it did. i, and several of my kind, say it happened slightly different. who is wrong?

i seen we need a trigger warning for certain things on here, so i'm not going to go into detail. however, i think their time table is off some. they say it didn't get real bad until a certain year. i, and several of my kind, say it began a little earlier and then got worse all of a sudden. like minorly was bad, not super distressing, but then all of a sudden got millions of times worse suddenly.

am i wrong? or are they wrong? i can't understand it. however i'm from an area detached from theirs. i live in the darkness. i've been calling out to our host for months, but she has no clue who i am. in fact she thinks shes just hearing things. she can't find me. i'm too well hidden, not by choice either. i finally managed to come to the front for awhile. it is exhausting, i'm already losing my hold. i need to go now before she realizes i wrote. not my rule, or hers, my kind's