I'm new an excited.

Hello, I'm new here and though I don't really have questions about MPD (DID if you prefer) I find it really exciting to be able to communicate with others who have it and those who may or may not but have questions about it. Here is a little information about me: My name is Rich, I'm 25 y/o I live in Far Northern California. Married almost 7 years and I'm not sure exactly how many alters I have but there are ~5 that make regular appearances in my day to day living.
Those are Bobbie, a cheerful 25 y/o (or maybe I should say same age since she ages with me) that is motherly to my younger alters who aren't seen frequently but pop out on occasion to play with the dogs or just watch some TV (they really like Oswald on Nickolodian).
Next there is Nicole, she is also same age and until recently very rarly made appearances. Usually only when I lost something that I absolutly could not find. Her job was to keep track of things that were going on inside and basiclly to Know things. Now that we have communication and are functioning her job is not as big as it used to be, but she still craves knowelge (of any sort) and helps keep me from losing stuff (or rather helps find it when I do).
Fred: Fred is my protector. He does not come out nearly as much as he used to (good thing) but is still around for as-needed security. It is hard coming out after him for two reasons a) he never blinks. NEVER. b) he can stand a very high level of adrenaline and usually increases it by coming out. So afterwards my eyes are dry and hurt, and my heart is racing and I am usually tired.
There are the kids, and others but this post is getting long enough as it is. I'm looking forward to "meeting" more of you and answering ?s from all.

Thanks to all who participate and support this forum.

Rich
& Company

Rich & Co,
Hello and welcome
S&G

Hi. This is my first post here.

Something is wrong with me, but don't know what. Could you help me finding it out what it is?

I became quite interested in sexuality at the age of 4. But no one abused me.
Now I'm 16 and have quite a lot of problems. My parents are very intelligent and everyone around me was (is) intelligent.

But one and a half years ago for half a year I was abroad and was the pupil of a school o rude people, whose parents weren't very intelligent.
It was a very hard time for me. In the first 2 months it was OK, but then I just simply couldn't communicate with them. At that time, I was sensitive

And at that time I experienced that I went strange.

Half a year ago I was in a trauma, because I'm the student of one of the best secondary schools in my country and wasn't so successful in studying as the others were. I'm told to be clever and very much musically talented.
I wanted to commite suicide (this was the second time, I also want to be suicidal at the age of 12). My musical intruments helped me to get out of that stage.
2 month later I had a girlfriend for 3 months and she said that she loves not one 921, but 3.
One is a nice boy, who is like the other 16 years old guys around.
One is a wicked, arrogant guy.
And the third one is like a 60 years old man, who is a scientist.

When I'm in my 2nd and 3rd stage (alter), I think extremely fast.

My personalities don't talk to each other and I haven't had hallutiations yet.

I hate that I have 3 in 1, because I change immediately between them and it is really weird to my conversation partners and I'm in the progress of losting friends.

What do you think, what kind oif thing do I have?
Am I multiple?

Thank you very much in advance for your reply.

Welcome Rich & Co.

I am relatively new to this site. I look forward to reading your
posts. I think it is good for all of us to communicate with each
other.

I have some alters who have distinct names, like Sara, and Margaret, (children) but I also have alters who are known by what they do (the cleaner, the worker, the artist, the shopper, etc.) I too have a Protector. I think most systems do. I also have many fragments of selves.

Welcome,

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