Hi!
Externally, I'm a middle-aged woman, married with young kids, and I've been diagnosed with DID for six years. Internally, I know I'm one of many who make this body and this life go. I don't have everything about my system figured out, but we are becoming more and more co-conscious in different ways over time. I got sidetracked for years because one of us decided it was a bad idea to switch openly in therapy, and that "success" means switching as little in possible in life. That one had kind of convinced me that I was mostly recovered from DID. Then something big happened and it was very clear that was not the case. Whoops! Now I'm learning about the others in a different way, and life is looking promising for the first time in a long time despite everything.
Hello again,
Someone other than her should introduce themselves. I wish someone else would do that, but here I am. I'm a 15 year old ball of blah. I'm human and technically female but it doesn't matter. I just try to keep going. Tell me I have to do something and I try to do it. That's how I ended up writing this. Other people in here are more interesting than me but I don't think I should talk about them. I can't see much point in living but I know we have to keep living. I feel guilty that I can't be different. and I'm here a lot and I suck and life is miserable and pointless. I guess I'm depressed most of the time. The one that just wrote above thought I was mood or something that she got trapped in. I didn't think too much about her. Weird we lived like that for so long. This week I noticed her and she noticed me. Our partner told us about each another before but we didn't get it. It's pretty cool that now we do. Maybe see you fellow alters around. DID is weird.