Symptoms

So I've always been under psychological radar. First, they thought I was depressed, then, bipolar, then, autistic, exc., exc. … But lately I've been really drawn to watching DID videos on YouTube. And, while doing so, I started to remember all these alters that kept popping up throughout my own life. Now, I also got it in my head at about age nineteen, that my Dad had sexually abused me somehow. I asked him about it and he got really offended. And he's dead now, so I'll never get to the bottom of it for sure. I'd like to think he didn't do it, though. It very possibly could have been someone else. We had a much older neighbour, a boy, when I was five and I remember us sitting in an igloo thing he made out of snow. There was also this 35 year old, who used to babysit me and play barbies with me, when I was five, who was also a guy. I don't remember anything that happened around them, however. I'm also not sure if my alters could have just been my imaginary friends/my imagination. So, at four, I was convinced there was a witch in my basement. I could tell you what she looked like. She wasn't an ugly witch. She had blond, short curly hair. What made me question her just being an imaginary friend, though, was that I brought her back into my life at eleven, and even dressed up as her for Halloween. I used to run downstairs after school and talk to her for hours. I also asked her for help with my homework. I mean, isn't that carrying it a little too far? At eleven? After Lois the witch came my "younger brother", Zachary. I must have been nine at the time, so he was seven. He used to run around singing the Batman theme song. Again, what made me question him being an imagery friend/sibling was, most kids with imaginary friends would speak FOR their friend, like "So and so says he doesn't like pizza", while I spoke AS this imagery sibling. I used to put on a tape recorder and do his voice and everything. If he slapped Grandma on the bum to be a brat, I actually did the slapping rather than just narrate it, lol! The next alter was my "younger sister", Lillian, though she was an actual doll, so not sure if that counts. I don't think I made her talk, either, but I did make my parents buy her food at restaurants, which my Grandma was so embarrassed over. Then, when I was thirteen, I decided to mediate to find out what I could have been in a past life. A mulatto girl, Sunnie came to me through doing that. I could reiterate her whole history. What she did for a living, the name of her pet rabbit, exc. … I idolized this singer from the ages of 13 to 23. She didn't have any children, but one day I came up with all these children for her. Cour, Chelle, Charla, Courtland, Kayla, Dayna, Patrick. I acted out these alters by communicating with people online, while posing as them. I got in trouble for that at one point, after the singer died, and her real sister-in-law found out what I was doing. She said she was going to call the cops on me for identity theft but let it go. I felt bad, because I didn't want to hurt anybody. Another alter was Chelsey. Originally, Chelsey was going to just be a stage name, but then she turned into the adopted daughter of two famous people. I also communicated with people online, while posing as Chelsey. I guess, the difference between just playing games online and having them actually be alters is, I wasn't laughing about it. I actually envisioned myself doing the things I said I was doing, living where I said, exc. … In about 2016, a new person came into the picture. They didn't have a name but it was me, only I really started to feel like a man. But this only lasted four years. I mean, I still could probably be in a relationship with somebody playing the part of a man today and be okay with it, but it doesn't feel as strong/real as it did back then. So, my question is, do these sound like alters to you or no?