Hey guys, someone here. Just call me Rory I guess.
So really weird thing happened. I woke up this morning, early, and didn't feel quite like myself. Like having thoughts that contradict what I normally think and believe. So, I just kind of asked "I'm Evan, right?" then I heard someone/thing say "No, I'm Evan." This really confused me, I didn't feel like there was a switch, or that anyone was in control other than me. Not feeling like it's co-conscious, or really feeling much like "Evan" at all.
Then I said something like "But I'm Evan." and they replied "No, you're Jude."
Lately things have been strange. A lot of fuzzy-headedness, some confusion, disorientation, voices returning, just weird stuff. Today it feels a lot clearer and improved.
Is this some weird kind of switch thing going on? Why is someone else saying they're Evan? How could I just not be who I was? Or am. I'm just confused. Is someone messing with me? Jude feels like it fits way more than Evan does. I'm kinda scared, not gonna lie. Could this be an ego state thing on top of the alter thing?
Any advice helps. Thanks guys! <3