Lots of difficulties to communicate with my system (trigger)

Inside my head, I have said "you can't worsen more my facial expression".
Answer : "Are you sur ?"
Me : "Prove it"
After this, I have made an horrible facial expression which I can't control... So, it seems true. This alter can do worst...

When I was child/adolescent, sometimes, I had a voice who wants to play a little mental game or challege to get a "magical" gift.

Maybe an alter ?

At on point, i had pissed off about thoses poor "games" witout effectives gifts and I have refused to play...

Maybe, this vicious alter is this old alter who continues the "game" but in the real life (men of the futur mission and muscular paralyses, body pain, facial expression and social skills enhancement) ?

At this point, seeing a therapist to help you unravel everything might be a good idea.

Inside my head, I have said "you can't worsen more my facial expression".
Answer : "Are you sur ?"
Me : "Prove it"
After this, I have made an horrible facial expression which I can't control... So, it seems true. This alter can do worst...

Please. Stop. Playing. Mind-games. With. Your. Headmates.

Would you like it if other people asked you to throw stuff around the house to "prove you exist"? No, of course not. Headmates are the same. They exist. They can do anything with your body, because it is also their body. You are supposed to be a team, to be on the same side. Stop antagonizing them!

When I was child/adolescent, sometimes, I had a voice who wants to play a little mental game or challege to get a "magical" gift.

Maybe an alter ?

Could be an alter. Could be your imagination. I cant tell, I'm not in your head.

At on point, i had pissed off about thoses poor "games" witout effectives gifts and I have refused to play...

Maybe, this vicious alter is this old alter who continues the "game" but in the real life (men of the futur mission and muscular paralyses, body pain, facial expression and social skills enhancement) ?

Maybe. Maybe not. I cant say, I'm not in your head.

Remember that the reality experienced by your headmates can be different than the outside physical world.

I am a qilin (chinese unicorn). Theia is a dryad. Uriel is an angel. Envy is a shapeshifter. Ulysses is a Pokémon. We have "magical powers". But, they work only in the Innerworld, not in the physical world. It can be frustrating sometimes. We have to accept that our powers work only "inside" and not "outside".

The "men of the future" thing might have a meaning for whoever talked about it. It can be symbolic. It can be something in your Innerworld.

Try to ask questions to your headmates, ask them what they mean, ask them to write down what they mean, who they are, what are their "back stories", what they need, what they feel, what they want from you... This is more important than playing silly games of "I bet you cant paralyze me".

It is time you start working WITH your headmates.

--Zami--

Try to ask questions to your headmates, ask them what they mean, ask them to write down what they mean, who they are, what are their "back stories", what they need, what they feel, what they want from you... This is more important than playing silly games of "I bet you cant paralyze me".

It is time you start working WITH your headmates.

Already done...

I have used the open office table. More than 3500 answers (yes, no, don't know/can't answer) with less or more 24 alters... For nothing...

(reaction of one of my alter after writing the previous message: "ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah, connard, t'es un connard, fils de pute..." Ce message semble tourner en boucle. )

The "men of the future" thing might have a meaning for whoever talked about it. It can be symbolic. It can be something in your Innerworld.

Alter(s) has/have said me than I'm inside a great virtual game (virtual reality like Matrix)...

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(reaction of one of my alter after writing the previous message: "Ah ça aussi, c'est trop drôle. ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah. Et l'autre mec qui veut t'aider en te racontent des ***** LOL. Entre moi et toi, ça va pas se passer comme ça, ****" ) [/trigger]

It could be good, at least polite, to keep things in English.
And that kind of message, with insults and threats, can be a trigger. As you're obviously quoting one of your alter, I think you're able to spare us the insults...

OK. I have corrected my last message. For the others, I can't.

When alter has talked about "l'autre mec", I think it was about --Zami-- and his symbolic theory about men of the futur.

(confirmed by the alter)

PS : confirmed by an alter who lies often ?

My pronoun is "they/them" not "he/him"...

Also, they might not be aware of the symbolic nature of what they are talking about. For example, from my point of view, according to my own ontology*, I'm not "symbolically" a qilin. I'm litteraly a qilin. As to why it is important, and how I came to be a qilin, that's a horse of a different color (pun intended). (french equivalent of the expression would be: "c'est une autre histoire"). I unravelled some of the reasons. Others are still fuzzy. I'm still a qilin though. Knowing "why" doesnt mean I'll stop being one.

--Zami--

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* ontology: EN https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ontology | FR https://fr.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ontologie_(philosophie)