UGH! Just don't know how to get over the whole paranoia thing. We should try contacting our T. A bunch of us want to....but a lot of us feel we shouldn't. I could go into a bunch of reasons why....but then it would probably need a trigger warning....plus I just don't feel like going into the details right now. I'll just say......they are worried that what they say will be used against us in some shape or form. They feel it is a lot easier for that to happen via video chat. Also.....I have a lingering feeling like something happened in the past......regarding the phone/or even online chat....if so....that is a major reason why they're against it. Blaze..... almost let something slip out about that before....so......that feeling is probably right. Plus.....I'm not the only one who feels crazy lately.
Like why am I even writing right now? Someone just asked me that. I don't even know why. I feel awful. I think we are gaining weight which is upsetting me and a lot of the others. We want to lose weight....not gain any more. A lot of us are so stressed that we haven't been ourselves. We just sit around doing pretty much nothing....like our gardener and our crafter for example. Well at least the video gamers are having some fun. Not even sure why our crafter is so depressed. Right now would be a great time for her to come out and make her beautiful crafts.......BUT.....she doesn't want to. I see why our gardener is upset. The garden stores are closed....and she doesn't have stuff stockpiled to use in our/her gardens. The crafter.....on the other hand....has some craft stuff she bought before the whole virus thing began. She was all happy to make stuff.....but now is too depressed to even come around.
I think though it has to do with what Weirdo said earlier about the 19th. We are still very upset about that.