Does anyone remember?

I'm asking, in case someone payed attention and remembers.. Some time ago I was writing something about demons, me or someone thinking of them or talking about them, in our system or my head or what ever. What was it and where? I can go and try to find it myself later if anyone doesn't remember, but I'm not oriented enough to go thru plenty of messages now, so I ask in case someone remembers what I wrote.

I started kind of, maybe falling in sleep while sitting in here on sofa now. I was awake and then I closed my eyes just for two seconds and I heard someone saying "part of them are demons" and it wasn't my thought, it came thru from somewhere. It was with my voice, but not my thought. Someone was explaining something about demons to someone else inside, from the way it was said I know it was not just one sentence thing, she/they/what ever had been talking about it and this was just the part I happened to hear. And she/they/what ever were probably continuing their explaining after what I heard too, if they weren't surprised by me.. I just didn't realize I should've said something instead of opening my eyes and writing it down, but I realized it too late. I didn't want to forget, so I wanted to write it, and just went for it instead of listening more or trying to communicate.

And now I remember there was something about demons earlier too, and I thought it was because then Zor's thread about friend accusing them was active and I thought it came to my mind because of it. But I felt same way tired then, it's something I wanna know more about now. I grew up with watching horror movies and adults told us they were true and demon stuff may not be just because of some thread, but because it has a meaning to someone.

I don't believe in demons and the one explaining about them was not scared, just explaining like it's some everyday casual thing. Somehow it bothers me more because it was my voice. Don't know why.

Flor

I was thinking about Lucas before this happened. He's in inner world and started feel dissociative in there. And he went to lie on his bed, he's lying on his back although he knew he shouldn't lie down when he starts to be out from himself or world or what ever, because it makes it harder for him to come back, or wanna even try to come back to reality. And he started feeling like he doesn't have hands. And turned his head to check if he still has them and yes he did. Then he realized he doesn't have to move his head to see them, he can lift his hands up in the air to see them. And he did. And it feels weird to him because he sees hem moving but feels they aren't his because he doesn't have hands.

Sami is there with him, he went to check if he's okay and he just said does Sami see his hands too, he can move them and it's weird. And then he started to think about the rest of his body and looked if it's there too and he is pretty out of everything and amazed about the thought he can move. He doesn't anymore tho.

I don't know how to help him back because I'm not there and don't know if these things have anything to do with each other. But Lucas is christian and doesn't like demon talks. I'm kind of out of everything too.

I think you're talking about this post?

Johnny-Jack wrote:I think you're talking about this post?

It wasn't that, I found what I meant today. Big thanks to you because you bothered for us, I appreciate it.

**************Trigger Warning mention of religion, in particular Christianity)******

Floralie, I dont know what post your talking about but when things pop in your head about demons it can be quite scary. I happen to believe in demons so for me it definitely is. Sometimes my chatter will shout out the name of the Devil for no apparent reason. I do know that when I was around 7. I looked at my grandmother's picture Bible and there was a picture of someone holding a knife to a babies leg. I found out later that, that was when Herod was reigning and wanted to kill Jesus. My little mind didnt know how take it and I thought that is was God so I thought that God and the Devil were the same. I had nightmares about it. I thought that man was under my bed. My point is that your littles could remember something like that. I dont know just a thought.