Better TW

*****Trigger Warning (talk of self harm)*****

Maybe just maybe being gone is better than being here.

I'm sorry you're having a hard time.

I just dont want to be schizophrenic.

It’s obvious to your psychologist and everyone who reads your posts on here that you have DID and not schizophrenia, but repeating that to you over and over appears to be useless.

Just because you would rather have DID does not prove that you don’t have it. From reading posts on here, it isn’t unusual for people who have been keeping it out of awareness to have a “wish” for that to be what’s wrong with them. It’s a way of allowing for the possibility without having to face that it’s true. I doubt there are many people who truly don’t have it who are going around wishing that they suffered enough trauma as young children to fail to develop a unified identity!

Thanks Gang

I guess I am just so scared mainly because I was watching this Tv program about mind suggestion and was afraid just my watching it I would become suggestive to the thing they were suggesting. Also another program about moving objects. I was afraid I would gain that power by watching it.

Is that indictive of schizophrenia?

My Psychologist said thst is child alters getting scared of the movies I am watching and to tell them to nap or go play when I watch scary movies. I say it's schizophrenia.

-- Tue Jul 09, 2019 10:30 am --

My Psychologist said thst is child alters getting scared of the movies I am watching and to tell them to nap or go play when I watch scary movies. I say it's schizophrenia.

Dnester wrote:My Psychologist said thst is child alters getting scared of the movies I am watching and to tell them to nap or go play when I watch scary movies. I say it's schizophrenia.

-- Tue Jul 09, 2019 10:30 am --

My Psychologist said thst is child alters getting scared of the movies I am watching and to tell them to nap or go play when I watch scary movies. I say it's schizophrenia.

We do not understand this logic. We do not understand why you would rather have schizophrenia than DID. We do not understand why you feel schizophrenia is "better" than DID.

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I definitely would rather not have schizophrenia. I do not want schizophrenia. I just think thinking I might gain the ability to move objects because I saw a movie about it or being afraid I am being mind controlled by a show on mind control is more likely schizophrenia.