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Thanks guys. Jolly jo I just never want to be a liar as far as my mental health goes. This is just scaring me so bad that I may be schizophrenic. It just fits more. I am losing my mind. I kind of want to go to the hospital. They dont offer therapy in there though and they will likely change my meds. Maybe that would be good. I dont know. My meds are the only thing that gets me to sleep right now though.