For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

MeMyselfMaureen wrote:Hi mandy

We dont have an inside except for the coal bunker. I used to be in the coal bunker but then doctor doug woke me up. Theres a little girl trapped in the coal bunker. Im too small to open the lid without standing on my tippy toes and I am scared to fall in. Some times I can hear her crying. I guess she can hear me too. Sometimes I sit next to the little door at the bottem. I darent open it because then the coal might fall out an trap me and it is to small for a person anyway. but the walls are thinner near the door and I sing songs and I think the girl can hear the singing even if she cant hear the words proper cos of all the coal.

Maybe you can sit next to the pit and sing for the peices of people?

peter

Wrote long reply. Lost it

Thanks Peter

The pit people have parachutes now so that's better and the pit is now a well. They can parachute in and out and run around on a field if they can run around.

The bf is gone because he's a hurter so I not worried about bfs now. I got teddies and colour books and the twins are around a bit again. I love the twins. They are smart. Others don't like them.

So most stuff is better now. Karen drew a nice picture of everyone. She's not so bad as an 8 year old. She drew the overlord in it on his planet. She missed out Sue, I like Sue but the twins says she's an answering machine not an alter. She drew me dragged by no-one because I didn't want to be in her picture but I'm glad I'm in it now. She even drew the stupid thingy being watched by Peter. She drew all the houses but not mine or no-one because my real house is with the twins. She drew the twins coming through a portal on a surf board and she drew herself as a witch. Was a good picture.

Sorry about the coal bunker. Do you have twins who can change stuff? Mandy

MakersDozn wrote:

TheGangsAllHere wrote:Mandy, we're not very nice to each other. A lot. But people still try to get along so that stuff in the outside life doesn't get messed up. Like, no one wants to mess up work, or classes, or having our house, or having the husband around. Even though some people hate some of that stuff and hate our life right now. They're just more scared that things would get worse if we messed up something that we have now. One time our T called us "a very cooperative system," and said that some people have a "civil war" going on inside. That sounds scary.

Nadia

Hi Nadia,

That sounds a lot like our people. Except the husband part cuz our bigger people don't have one.

Your people have a civil war? Or was your T talking about people in other bodies? Some of our people don't get along.

MD Kids

The twins decide about this stuff. If something doesn't work they scrap it. They worked out how to be at home more and at work by legal stuff. They need to double check it, get professional advice but then we're going to get what we need one way or the other.

I found my mouse and now mouse has bird too but she doesn't like her yet. Mouse is a bit wary.

The twins say "you can't make an omlette without breaking eggs" so they will and if they don't like the outcome they throw it and start over. We still alive so it's ok.

We had a nuclear war recently that turned between worlds. Because of the telling about our parents. Everyone survived. They talking more. They doing a long plan. I know because I feel it. I don't know if others know. It's the twins and the overlord. Phase one is stabilize life. I can't say phase two. Often it's better if other parts didn't know.

Like with the bf. Ages ago they told me he was gonna go. I was upset so I told him. "Twins said you're going. Too late and you can't stop them" now he is gone. All the other me's were worried I'd let him back but I knew ages ago he was going I already been upset. Plus now I don't have to worry about other me's being with him. They would all worry "is it our fault, the twins fault" but I trust the twins, the bf is a hurter and he's gone. I trust their way they navigate life for us - like the navigator film.

They only care about us and our children. They don't care about "people think" or "what if this goes wrong" because they back up plans, check stuff. Then the other me's don't even realise they are doing the twins plans till after. But I know. So it's not a shock to me the bf is gone. They don't let us rely on other people too much. They focus on "overall happiness" that doesn't include husbands or bfs to them.

Sorry you partly hating your lives.

Have good days, Mandy

-- Sun Sep 29, 2019 2:12 pm --

Nadia, how is your T now? Mandy

Hi Mandy,

My T is ok. I mean, he's probably still really sad a lot, but it doesn't get in the way of him helping me and us. He's not afraid of any feelings, which seems kind of like a superpower to us. And not afraid of talking about anything. And he cares about us a lot, and he really meant it when he thanked me for caring about his feelings. He's really nice.

I'm glad your nuclear war is over and everybody survived.

Nadia

TheGangsAllHere wrote:Hi MD Kids,

The T was talking about other systems who have battles that go on inside. We have, like, arguments, but not any wars that I know about.

Nadia

Hi Nadia. Thanks for explaining. We are very glad that the Gang people don't have wars.

We have arguments inside too. Our bigger people mostly. Us kids all get along mostly.

MD Kids

-- Sun Sep 29, 2019 7:55 pm --

Hi Evan. We think you are brave too about showing your picture to your T.

And Nadia we think you are brave to show your writing to the T even though you were scared.

We are glad that you both have good Ts. We have a really good T too.

MD Kids

Hiya friends.

I typed a big message and then we pushed the wrong button and it all went away.

Big V came back and she's a meany and I hate her.

She's a yucky goo head.



Melissa

TheGangsAllHere wrote:Hi Mandy,

My T is ok. I mean, he's probably still really sad a lot, but it doesn't get in the way of him helping me and us. He's not afraid of any feelings, which seems kind of like a superpower to us. And not afraid of talking about anything. And he cares about us a lot, and he really meant it when he thanked me for caring about his feelings. He's really nice.

I'm glad your nuclear war is over and everybody survived.

Nadia

Yea, the ear was bad. Inside/outside got muddled up. Someone kept saying "I pressed the button" but we was alive so we thought we must be in a bunker. That got confusing outside. All this stuff was happening outside because of calling police so it was like the world collapsed outside and inside everything was blown up. Everyone outside eventually came inside and only the "coulors girl" was out. She don't talk just stares at colors. Shr thought she must be dieing and the universe is colapsing in on itsself and ended up in hospital. Once in hospital with sleep and food we started to get back to normal.

Can't unexploded everything though so now everyone knows about everyone pretty much. Some knew about the parachute pieces but mostly didn't. The twins kept saying "we have to go the gorge" outside they took it literally but never went because the actual gorge is 4 hours drive away and they thought it'd trigger too much flashbacks so they never went.

Then Lilly exploded the world anyway. She has tribe where she lives, they don't talk either. She only cares about the tribe so she didn't care about pressing the button. The twins told everyone "you're in a bunker" which got all muddled up outside and they had a giant pod in the sky. The twins rebuilt everything and parts kept thinking "we'll be dead before they rebuild it all" but the twins said "nah it's stasis and time travel don't worry" Which messed up everyone's head more because they couldn't cope outside - the bad parents were doing legal stuff to make sure we were too stressed to say anything properly - and they couldn't cope inside coz the world was exploded. But we was in hospital so we was ok really - took time to orientate everyone back and get used to how it is now.

But it's better because now they all know about eachother - mostly. They not fighting against eachother.

It's good you have a nice T. I want us to get one. Went to a support group today but I don't think it's the same. Can't say loads but can say what's wrong right now so helps with daily life.

Mandy

-- Mon Sep 30, 2019 3:16 pm --

Then they said there's an alien war. I was thinking "I dunno what that is about" and some other me, I dunno who it was, said "it's alien for us to want a diagnosis so maybe that's what they talking about" So it's probably that. Which will be a war because the Dr don't like DID, usually but we got a new one so I dunno, and inside it might be a war because they don't like people to know there's other me's.

Hi Melissa,

We're sorry you lost your message.

What did Big V do?

MD Kids

Hiya MD kids

She threw out all our fun food we had! And then she threw out two icecream cones that were mine and I was saving them for when we had a backyard cookout! And she was gonna throw out all my gum too but I started to cry. So she didnt throw it out but she said I couldnt get any more after it was gone. She said its too much sugar and we can only buy yucky grownup gum now.

And then she cut off all our hair! We were growing it long for a long time and now its all gone again!

Its not fair and I wish she would go away again cos shes mean and I hate her!

Melissa

Oh yeah. We read all that stuff.

Maybe she could buy frozen yogurt instead?

MD Kids

Amythyst wrote:Hiya MD kids

She threw out all our fun food we had! And then she threw out two icecream cones that were mine and I was saving them for when we had a backyard cookout! And she was gonna throw out all my gum too but I started to cry. So she didnt throw it out but she said I couldnt get any more after it was gone. She said its too much sugar and we can only buy yucky grownup gum now.

And then she cut off all our hair! We were growing it long for a long time and now its all gone again!

Its not fair and I wish she would go away again cos shes mean and I hate her!

Melissa

Omg Melissa, that's awful. We got rules about throwing stuff. I can't believe she cut your hair off too. So sorry