For littles to talk about difficult topics (Trigger Warning)

I don't want to do bathromm things.

MakersDozn wrote:Everybody in us is a LOT younger than our body. Even the big people. So we all have to pretend.

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We don't look at it that way. I don't know if anyone is older than in their 20s--it doesn't feel that way. And no one pretends to be older. We just are the way we are and if other people think we're acting "too young" for our age, then that's their problem, not ours. We can be serious and, like, responsible, if we need to, but that's different than being old.

Bobby, and Nadia, and Meredith

Hi everyone.
Just bwing yourself sounds scary!
We have to pretend A LOT. Scholar told me that we are a misses now... that's what people see. So I have to act like one. And I have to go away when she does her job because I would do it wrong. Because I'mnot that big.
I can't do whatever I want because no one can find out that we exist. That's why I miss saying hello to people and the boyfriend who would hug me and know it was me.
I cant do all I want because work is how you can keep your house and food and fun things. Study is how you get out of being poor.
So I have to help. I see the others as my family.
But sometimes I do feel very sad because I get tired and I don't get to have friends my age to properly play with. So Scholar tries to sometimes let me say small things with friends because weird is different than no job.

I wish I had my own cat. I would be me around my cat.

Robin (& Sarah)

Hi all,
Read what Robin said about growing up. Hope we don't have to grow up. Doesn't seem being a grown up is fun. When grownups get scared everyone feel scared. Think when scary things happen big ones have to stay around. No I don't want to grow up.

I hate everything. I'm really really upset and not even sleeping because my whole chance to do something I really like got ruined today and I won't have a chance to do it again for maybe years, or never, and I NEVER really get to do things I like. I tried over and over again and it kept getting ruined.

Nothing is fair AT ALL and I HATE everything, and we just shouldn't even be around anymore. I don't even want to go home because I HATE our stupid life there. All the things we do there are STUPID and I hate them.

Bobby

Hi Bobby,
This is not Robin, but kind of like her older sister. I am also angry a lot. Emotions tell a story about what is important. Are the others listening to you and what is important to you?


Hi Kingsley,
We get what you're saying. I don't think you have to grow up.

- M

I want my therapist to sit beside me and get hugs. Read a book. Play with me. Tell me all kinds of sweet things. She has her own kids. She won't do it I know. It makes me sad.

Hiya friends

We had to go to T today and I didn't really want to but then I ended up being the one who was there. And talking to the T lady made me feel sad about stuff.

I don't know if someone made me go or if it was me cos nobody else wanted to. I was shy and a bit scared. Its easier to be out when its secret and noone knows andn oone can see me and I pretend to be a bigger person.

I don't like being seen when people know its me. Its scary and makes me feel bad. Its harder to hide and pretend tho than before. I dont know why.

T said I could hide behind a blanket but the others said no that would be stupid and silly so I couldn't. I did have my little Twilight stuffy cos its always on our purse so I held onto her when I got too shy.

Now we are at home watching Moana and I'm sad again.

Melissa

Hi Melissa,

Sad is okay.
Sometimes I get sad and then I hug the cat plushie OR I smash clay OR I play that all bad stuff gets LOCKED UP. then bad things cannot happen anymore.

Nero-Noah

Hi Melissa,

We are sorry you're sad. We are sitting here with you if you want.

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